Responsibilities

Sometimes, responsibilities make u heavy.



But it also makes u feel stable.

Sorry i have to throw u away bcos ur old & not fit. Thanks for ur company over the last year ! 

Star War Quiz

Just the way you are

Another good old song..........

Don't go changing to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard我
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are
I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you
I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are

Every Woman in the World

I m painfullly suffered from my heavy workload,still OT now. To wake myself up & make my mood better, listening to some Eng old songs....sometimes i like to listen to old songs to escape from the time i m living now. Time Travelling :) The computer is playing "Every Woman in the World".
Someone told me that Air Supply is considered "Old-Fashion" & no westerners will say they like them. But i m in HK. I really like them. To me that's only good or bad, old or new is not a reason to judge.

Every night seems dinner and wine Saturday days
I was never in love, never had the time
In my hustle and hurried world
Laughing my self to sleep, waking up lonely
I needed someone to hold me, oh
It's such a crazy home town
It can drag you down
Till you run out of dreams
So you party all night to the music and lights
But you don't what happiness means
I was dancing in the dark with strangers
No love around me
When suddenly you found me
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're my fantasy, you're my reality
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're everything I need, you're everything to me Oh girl
Everything good, everything fine
That's what you are
So put your hand in mine and together we'll climb
As high as the highest star
I'm living the life time in every minute
That we're together
And I'm staying right here forever..........

Special moments

So often I have been with people and shared beautiful moments like travelling or staying up all night and watching the sunrise. And I knew those were special moments. But something was always wrong. I wished I'd been with someone else. When i was feeling exactly what was so important to me they didnt understand. But I m happy to be with u, Being with u, i feel like i m somebody else. I mean the only other way to lose urself like that is.

.......................By Celine from "Before Sunrise"

Sin City

I like it. Everything is cool....characters, actions, dialogues, story....
The movie was almost in the tone of black & grey......only sth are colored, e.g. lips & dress in red, blood in yellow...it's creative and visual effect is still great.
It pictures violence & killing as a kind of art., although i know this is not the message of this movie.
The part i like most is in the beginning, the story about Josh Hartnett killing the beautiful red woman. How he killed her is very romantic (I cant think of a better word except this one). It contrasts the massive violence killing happened afterwards. Josh killed people bcos it's his job, not out of hate, revenge or to protect the people he loved, he's doing it with style.
At the end, heros died, but at least, they keep their faith (to protect the women they love?).

無底洞

作詞：小寒　作曲：黃韻仁　編曲：黃韻仁/蔡健雅

有時寂寞太沉重　身邊彷彿只是觀眾　妳的感受沒有人懂
難得誰自告奮勇　體貼讓人格外感動　
愛上他前後用不到一分鐘
*嘿　回想戀情的內容　有誰想過有始有終
不過是一時脆弱讓人放縱
穿梭一段　又另一段　感情中　
愛為何總　填不滿　又掏不空
很快就風起雲湧　人類的心　是個無底洞
嘗試親吻　嘗試擁抱　或溝通　
沒有好感　再嘗試也沒有用
大多數人都相同　喜歡的只是愛情的臉孔
沒有誰背後慫恿　不該愛又愛的衝動　是你害怕孤單而拼命補充

陌生人

陌生人 by 蔡健雅

一朵雲能載多少思念的寄托 再忽然相遇街頭
當我們擦身而過 那短短一秒鐘 都明白 什麼都變了
一轉身誰能把感慨拋在腦後 在事過境遷以後
這段情就算曾經 刻骨且銘心過 過去了 又改變什麼
地球它又公轉幾周了(濃情愛戀 都已陌生了)
我不難過了 甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了 甚至原諒你的殘酷理由
當我瞭解不愛了連回憶 都是負荷
我不難過了 甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了 甚至感謝這樣不期而遇 當我從你眼中發現我已是
陌生人了 我已是 陌生人了

It feels good that.....

It feels good that:

1. I can turn my face to left hand side
(I cant do so for the last week bcos my neck get hurted)

2. I can breath smoothly, no cough.
(I have been sick for almost 1 month)

3. Not rainy & not hot today

4. I have the mood to work, start clearing tons of things one by one

5. I can love and being loved.

Lost weight

If there's anything worth to write down lately....well....finally, i have successfully reduced my weight from 114lbs to 110lbs! (Although to some people it's not obvious)
My target is 103lbs.
I know it's still a long way to go, eat less is difficult for me, but it's more difficult to find time for exercises. When i plan for swimming or cycling, the weather is bad. When the weather is good, i either busy with work or sick.
Not many sports i like....jogging looks stupid & boring. I like badminton but i need partner. I like hiking too, but i cant go alone bcos i scare i will get lost......
Miss my school days a bit. We have P.E. lessons weekly.

Single, Married, Divorced, Widowed

Just wonder if people will tick "Single" on some application forms when they are actually divorced, widowed.....
If u tick single, employer will assume that you can be aggressive and work overtime.
If u tick married, they think ur looking for stability.
If i tick divorced..... will people perceive that i m not good in managing bcos i cannot manage my marriage well?
If i tick widowed, will they think that i tend to be depressed? We hired a widow before, she's quite emotional. It may relate to her husband's death, or may be not.
Anyway, i can never be "Single" again.