倒下

讓醫生看完，又答了幾個問題，她也忍不住搖頭嘆息。
開了7天葯，說晚上吃可讓我睡好㸃。
不知是否太晚吃。晚上不覺睡得沉，但隔天早上卻昏昏欲睡。
H說我該走。媽說我該留。我仍在去與留之間徘徊。

為母則強

Tonight is the third time I fly India. 

Unless I resign or pregnant, I sure I will fly there more frequently from now on......they mention about getting me a multiple visa. 

My son insisted to accompany me to airport. He promised he won't cry. 

When it came to the time to say good bye, he started rubbing his eyes. I quickly let him go and his father also quickly took his hand to the toy shop. 

He looked back once. 

I looked back twice, until they are completely out of my sight, till I can't see anything. 

This new job is eating my time, my health, my feelings. 

After the crazy hard work in the past few months, the Beijing project is almost settled now. Got sometime to watch "The Walking Dead" lately.

Enid: Are you ok?

Maggie: No I am not. But I will.

心魔

睡前想過的，都在夢𥚃出現了。
惡夢，不一定恐怖。
更多可能是不敢想的、不想在現實𥚃出現的事，以另一種形式呈現於眼前。

Norwegian Wood

"If you're in pitch blackness, all you can do is sit tight until your eyes get used to the dark" ~ Haruki Muralami