OT

Still in office. OT.
Before he left, he asked me "Can u finish it today"
Standard answer "Yes, i will finish before i leave"
May be i m not the smartest, but i m very responsible.

Listening to the song recommended by my friend - "I dont miss u anymore" by Lisa Ekdahl.

i dont miss you anymore
less the moonlight's clear
or on a starry night
i just might miss you a little bit
i dont miss you anymore
unless its a cloudy day
or if the sunshine's bright
i just might miss you nothing there
i dont miss you
til the morning fills the air
or the afternoon is fair
or the evening light is barely there
i dont miss you
and you know it's not a lie
unless the moon is floating high
above a perfect midnight sky
i dont miss you anymore
unless i close my eyes
especially open wide i see
i miss you everyday

In short, i m telling u that i love u.

小塵埃

曲：陳綺貞 詞：陳綺貞 編：

她在五點十分醒 她在清晨時候離開
透明的玻璃窗沾滿小塵埃
我在這裡 比黑暗更深的夜裡
張開眼睛 陌生人遞來一封信
我在清晨時候醒來 帶著他的暗示離開
在跌倒的地方 勇敢站起來
我在這裡 我在你昨天的夢裡 一片烏雲 一座神秘的小森林
誰來擁抱我 保護我
或是傷害我 放棄我 擁抱我 保護我
帶著我逃到黑暗的盡頭
擁抱我 保護我
或是傷害我 放棄我 擁抱我 保護我
帶著我逃到黑暗的盡頭 等著他
我在午夜時候回來 帶著憂傷的歌把回憶敲開
我在這裡 手提著沉沉的行李
迷失在我和你未完成的旅行 你在哪裡
一道解不開的謎題
隱藏在我和你未完成的作品
隱藏在我和你未完成的作品

Best moments of today

Best moments of today:

1. Wake up around 6:00a.m., realize that i dont need to work, sleep again happily.
2. Talk to u in the morning.
3. Teach Gi Gi how to draw, she laughs.
4. Gi Gi calls my name in the washroom. (She never calls my name)
5. Gi Gi finds me in her dad's room, holds my hands & leads me to the living room, asks me to teach her how to identify mahjongs.
6. Have a hot water shower after i go home.
7. Sleep (I have not slept, but i sure that i will like it......as i m very very tired)

夏天的風

<夏天的風> by 溫嵐

七月的風懶懶的 連雲都變熱熱的
不久後天悶悶的 一陣午後雨下過 喔 Yeah
氣溫 爬升到無法再忍受 索性閉上了雙眼 讓想像任意改變
場景兩個人一起散著步 我的臉也輕輕貼著你胸口
聽到心跳 喔…在乎我 和天氣一樣溫度
夏天的風 我永遠記得 清清楚楚的說你愛我
我看見你酷酷的笑容 也有靦腆的時候
夏天的風 正暖暖吹過 穿過頭髮穿過耳朵 你和我的夏天風輕輕說著

I miss 夏天的風. Yesterday go hiking in the morning & BBQ at the seaside in the evening, 冬天的風 makes me sick.

倔強愛情的勝利

Remember when i was still a child, i was so excited for CNY. I will volunteer to put $$ into the red packets for parents. Not so excited for these now...... after i have experienced 25 years of CNY (deduct 3 years bcos age 1-3 i was still an innocent baby.....haha) and now i m inserting my own money :( "Red" is a symbol for good luck in CNY. Also symbol of "Lossing blood" from me.....

I like the song below, especially the last 2 lines.....really take some time to find the lyrics.....

倔強愛情的勝利　　

我的過去未來視線所及
全都是你的假想敵
我的關心治療你殘缺的自信
我是你不容懷疑的決定

我們才有了共同的話題
我們的晚餐才能再繼續
這就是我們所謂的友誼

是誰容許你侵犯我的回憶
亂翻我的抽屜 檢查受傷的痕跡
就算我愛你也未必會愛上你溫柔的暴力 欺騙的權力
我們才有了共同的難題
我們的未來要不要繼續
這就是我們所謂的愛情

我的自由全都送給你
好的壞的全都放棄
這就是你倔強愛情的勝利
得到的也許是另一種悲劇

Today..........

When i was buying chinese style overcoat this morning, the shop owner asked "Are you from Singapore?" I spoke Cantonese with her, she said i have Singapore accent (?). People have said i look like japanese or i look like Canadian Borned Chinese, this time i look like Singaporean....interesting.

Afternoon went to Wanchai for lunch w/ colleagues. We took the tram instead of walking.I always wish i can spend one nite on the tram from chai wan to north point (I dont know their routing indeed.....but i guess it's the longest one??), just to see the streets, lights, people walking.......to feel the night time in this city. My ipod mini will accompany me and i will think of u. Having u in my mind is romantic even i go alone. If u can go with me, we would talk like Celine & Jesse as in "Before Sunrise".

The food there is excellent, the milk tea mousse is great although i cannot find milk tea flavour. But the environment is very dirty. I forced myself not to look at the floors or the walls, i afraid i will lose all the appetite. But when i leave the place, i will watch the floor clearly. I dont want to step on cockcroaches by accident and their body stick on my shoes.......><

回憶誰不會有.... 它每天每夜溫柔的壓痛了我

Just have a very scary thought.
I found it safe to write online diary bcos it wont be "discovered" by someone.
But what if the server down and i lost all my entries? Even internet is not safe ah.

Going to leave office soon, no mood to work. Listening 陳綺貞 - 慢歌. I dont understand why she gives that title to that song.

你說:「你不懂我的溫柔」
我猜你不懂我對愛的要求
寂寞誰不會有 但至少我願分擔你的憂愁
我也想在大街上牽你的手
主動的追求責任拋在腦後
回憶誰不會有 它每天每夜溫柔的壓痛了我
寂寞誰不會有 衝動誰不會有
重要的是『你懂我』哭紅的眼睛『為什麼』
回憶誰不會有 犯錯誰不會有
重要的是你和我 美麗的相遇對愛不保留
回憶誰不會有 犯錯誰不會有
重要的是你和我 錯誤的相愛不願再放手

This week & next week will be all about 陳綺貞. I have almost 90% of her songs now. If i like sth, i want to concentrate on it until i think i know enough. After 陳綺貞 it would be 蔡健雅, then 村上. I hope i can finish "Lost in Translation" this sunday.