Perhaps i should talk to someone.
Such kind of thought pops up from time to time recerntly.
End up i decided not to.
In fact, I know what to do and i m doing what i need to do. If i talk to someone, it sounds like i m looking for advice. But no. I rarely change my mind. No point of talking.
Yesterday, i think i should treat it as a job.
Every one need a job. Even you might not like the job nature, your boss, your colleague, you still back to to work everyday.
Sometimes, to certain extent, being a daughter, a sister, a wife, a mother, a friend......is kind of a job as well.
By the way, before i talk to someone, something unexpected happen this morning.
Things would be a bit complicated now.
If i can go back in time, will i say the same thing again?
Most likely will. Simply because, i dont want to be a loser before using up all the weapons.
What am i talking about?
See, that's why i cant talk to someone.
I dont even understand myself.
