我很好

I dislike Gi Gi Leung. But i will like her songs if there are good ones. I cried when i heard this song. This is me, pretend i was fine when i hurt. Every one think that i m ok, i m so 堅強. When i think i have recovered, i find the wound is still bleeding.

<我很好>

在我心裡你像一座城堡 你把我保護得很好
你走的那天除了多一個擁抱 沒有任何徵兆
你說愛一個人沒有解藥 只能靜靜陪我到老
我無法將你說話的樣子忘掉 愛你讓我好驕傲
我以為我會很好 看見每個人都微笑
我的心在哭誰知道 沒有你我好不了
告訴你我真的很好 愛像打翻的顏料
悲傷的顏色 在臉上只有你才看得到

Slam Dunk

I m so productive now....almost posting every day :P

I m re-reading the comic - Slam Dunk (男兒當入蹲). I played basketball before (Although not very professional), it's the only kind of team sport i like. After reading, i feel want to play basketball again, i want to do "Slam Dunk" at least once in my life ah.... (with high chair)

What character i love most?

櫻 木 花 道 - very funny, he's a genius, of cos
流 川 楓 - he's cool. I think Jay Chow looks like him.

牧 紳 一 i like him before, very man & powerful, looks like Arnold Schwarzenegger. (I really like Arnold before ga)
花 形 透 - again, i like him before, bcos he wears glass and he looks like a bad man

Wondering anyone like 大猩猩?

CLOSER

From the trailer of "CLOSER". I love every sentence. I think i will love the movie too.

Love is an accident waiting to happen
Desire is a stranger you think you know
Intimacy is a lie we tell ourselves
Truth is a game you play to win
If you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking

http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/closer/

Bad Dreams

I had 2 bad dreams yesterday.

1st:
I know ur gf, we bcom friends. And one day u marry her. I attend your wedding, seeing u walking further and further away from me. Then i wake up. It's 3:50a.m.

2nd:
He's my husband's freiend. I think it happened in the park, he touched me from behind, my hair, down to my breasts, my waist...he said he wanted me next to my ear. And then i saw my husband coming. He didnt discover that. This is totally scary, my husband coming is not the point, the point is i have reaction to what he said in my dream. I dont have any good feeling on him (although i dont hate him) and he's never in my sex fantasy. I dont have any feeling change after i dreamt him, except feeling embarrassed.

Anyway, i always prefer having bad dreams more than sweet dreams. Wake up from a sweet dream is more painful than wake up from bad dreams :P

There's one thing i realize recently, i start to love writing diaries. I feel better after i write down my thoughts. It's like, u throw sth out, put sth down, and ur mind bcom less heavy.

浪子

Men like to think they are 浪子. After showing 2046, i heard more men claimed that they look like "Tony Leung".

I think 浪子 is someone who like to travel around, experience different lifes, like adventures. He just cannot settle down. He needs lots of freedom. He has the charisma to attract woman, even he just stand here, look at you. May be he has a sad history.

A man who is irresponsible, play woman around is not 浪子. He is PLAYBOY.

In my life, i met playboys, but never met 浪子.

分手快樂

我無法幫你預言 委曲求全有沒有用 可是我多麼不捨 朋友愛的那麼苦痛 愛可以不問對錯 至少有喜悅感動 如果他總為別人撐傘 你何苦非為他等在雨中 泡咖啡讓你暖手 想擋擋你心口裡的風 你卻想上街走走 吹吹冷風會清醒的多 你說你不怕分手 只有一點遺憾難過 情人節就要來了 剩自己一個 其實愛對了人 情人節每天都過 分手快樂 祝你快樂 你可以找到更好的 不想過冬 厭倦沉重 就飛去熱帶的島嶼游泳 分手快樂 請你快樂 揮別錯的才能和對的相逢 離開舊愛 像坐慢車 看透徹了心就會是晴朗的 沒人能把誰的幸福沒收 你發誓你會活的有笑容 你自信時候真的美多了

This is one of my favorite K-song. Forget to put it on the 2004 favorite list.

Iris is a very suitable for this song, but i dont want to sing to her, i give up her and dont want to talk to her lately.....bored of saying the same thing and didnt see any improvements.

But I can sing to myself if i break up w/ him. I always believe i m the only person who can help myself.

Year 2004 Conclusion

Instead of saying best movie/book/music of the year....i use the word "favorite". I know they are not the best, but i personally love them.

Favorite movie:
Bad education (I watched many good movies.....but i can only think of this movie at that moment)

Favorite songs:
旅行的意義
可惜我是水瓶座
夏天的風
早晨
(I love all the lines of the lyrics, i love the melody...and there are some unforgettable memories attach to these songs)

Favorite K-song:
多得他

(the songs i like to sing are quite different from the songs i love to hear. What k-songs are qualified to be my favorite? Must be songs that i like, a bit difficult to sing but i can handle very well.)

Favorite book:
..........................................
(I read more comics than books this year.....cant think of any.)

Favorite comic:
尋秦記
Death Note

Favorite sentence:
Memories are full of tears.....(From movie 2046)

Favorite food:
Hagan Daz - Strawberry ice cream
Coconut sweet soup
Potato Chips (it's one of the top three for every year!!!)

The most important & unforgettable incident:
I love u, but i married to someone else