呼吸

作詞：徐世珍　
作曲：陳偉　
編曲：陳偉/Andy
主唱：蔡健雅

呼吸 呼吸沒有你的空氣
夜沒有模糊我自己 和你分離 讓我更清醒

我輕輕呼吸 呼吸這冰冷的空氣
昨天在淚眼中遠去 有過溫柔 我會記得你

照片中依然有那天陽光裡的溫度
手心還握著淡淡的幸褔
那快樂太清楚 才襯出現在的孤獨
不能擁有全部 只擁有回憶 是受苦還是禮物

呼吸 我需要多一點空氣
思念幾乎讓人窒息 沉溺漆黑無聲的海底

我不能呼吸 我需要多一點勇氣
畢竟真心難以忘記 我和寂寞 越來越熟悉

說一句再見是那麼容易 多久才能填滿這冷清
別離的苦 苦在回憶裡還有甜蜜


我慢慢呼吸 呼吸這冰冷的空氣
昨天在淚眼中遠去 有過溫柔 我會記得你

走出了這一場迷霧 陽光還有溫度
每一場離別 當時都倉促 是距離讓人領悟

呼吸 我需要多一點空氣
思念幾乎讓人窒息 沉溺漆黑無聲的海底

說一句再見是那麼容易 多久才能填滿這冷清
別離的苦 苦在回憶裡還有甜蜜

我慢慢呼吸 呼吸沒有你的空氣
夜沒有模糊我自己 和你分離 讓我更清醒

我輕輕呼吸 呼吸這冰冷的空氣
昨天在淚眼中遠去 有過溫柔 回首這風雨
微笑竟然是我 最常想起的表情

Grief

I've heard it said that grief is like an animal to some. With a life of its own and we are at its mercy. I don't know about that. Grief is the stillness of the world the moment my boy left it. It's that quiet rain that never stops falling. They say that grief transforms us. I know it's transforming me, but into what?


From Movie: Incendiary (2008)

Slow Down

1 Oct dinner with H's family.
2 Oct dinner with H's friends.
3 Oct visited HIM in Tseung Kwan O.
4 Oct went to Cheung Chau to celebrate one of my best friend's bday.
5 Oct back to work with a burning and itchy skin.

I really need a long break. But new things come.......I just cant say no.

May be i should try to slow down a bit..............

Swim or Sink

Can i swim to the other side of the river? (Hope it's just a river, not a sea)

I sure i can swim thru, only if you were there waiting for me.

But i cant see you there....

I prefer to sink......sink to the deepest part of your heart.

And not wake up anymore.

Fortune telling

Bcos now i have lots of time left (i used to devote such time to you).....i went to do some stupid fortune telling test:

First Bf:
你們的關係，驚險刺激，預料不到，可以在極短的時間內發生感情，而且發展會像電影一樣，很有戲劇性。
(it's 11 days from knowing till we together. Like movie...may be...)

Husband:
你們會由做朋友開始，大家有共同話題，一起時很好玩，擦出熱熾的火花，發展會很快速。
(quite accurate, from knowing till we together, just 12 days. We had sparks?! Why i dont remember......)

You:
這是一段認真的戀情，你們就對對方很認真，視對方為結婚對象，對這段感情會有很高的期望。
(may be.....bcos you said...... "u are not a good house wife..yes, that's what i think..and i don't mind..may be u would try hard to be a good house wife..but for me, i don't need one. i think u are a good wife, just i can imagine i would like u to be my wife...u would do things for me..not house work..may be little things...housework..u don't have to do lah....i mean if u are with me.")

The Butterfly Effect

Watched "The Butterfly Effect" tonite. The ending is sad.....but i dont expect a happy ending anyway.

When i searched this movie on internet....i found a more sad ending from Director's cut. Personally i like this one most:



There's another open ending i like. But then i think....their destiny is to separate. Whenever they are together, bad things happened to the girl. So.....Director's cut is still the best. He shouldnt been born.

If i were the guy, i will do the same.

路口

歌手：蔡健雅
作曲：柯貴民
填詞：陳綺貞
編曲：鍾興民

就當作這十一年的　光陰蹉跎
我不再溫習每次　深情的交錯
我們不過是　各自轉動的星球
擁抱著　永恆的空洞

就當作你的離去　起不了作用
我的心還完整的　像一個黑洞
深深地　把你吸附在　無邊宇宙
一抬起頭　就能夠看見你
依然為我閃爍

走不出的路口
一個人　一瞬間　淹沒在　人群中
寂寞的路口
一個人　一轉眼　走進了　回憶漩渦＃

在爭吵的時候　也能從你
最輕柔的手　進入夢中

在冰冷的時候　你的溫柔
總是能燃燒　我熾熱的感受

寧願不曾醒來　你就是我
生命中一個　最深邃的夢
你是我生命中　轉彎的路口