錫

從他出生開始，我幾乎天天跟他說:：「媽媽錫小寶」。

有時一天說好幾次也不厭，不說出來反而渾身不自在。

他快歲半了。前幾天幫他穿襪子，心血來潮的問：「邊個錫小寶呀？」

「媽媽」

隔了一陣，又忍不住問：「邊個錫小寶呀？爸爸？」

「媽媽」

好冧喔。

6:00pm走的其中一個好處

黃昏，天天都有，但不一定見得著。

今天還要遇著這麼漂亮的.........更是難得。

清晨

玩具

小時候，我的玩具，十隻手指數得晒。

幾套煮飯仔、兩三個洋娃娃、紅色小琴。

大一點開始有書和砌圖。第一本擁有的書應該是安徒生童話。還記得其中一個故事是“漁夫和金魚”，封面是我討厭的啡…….

最羨慕表哥們的Lego，只有去他們家時才有得玩。

大概以為我不會喜歡？還是嫌貴？總之，媽媽沒買，沒問，我也不敢說想要。

兒子一歲生日的時候，買了幾套積木送他。當中自然包括Lego。

豈料他對疊高積木毫沒興趣，反而喜歡把我砌好的推倒，然後尖叫著亂拋一通。據說推冧積木是幼兒園面試大忌！被我三番四次喝止後，他連積木也不願再碰，自顧自爬開玩車。

在朋友、同事、甚至自己心目中，我一向是個有耐性的人。然而對著這個兒子，這個我愛他愛到幾乎每小時都忍不著親他小臉的人，總有辦法把我的的耐性掏空。才不過五分鐘，我已放棄再教，索性自己玩積木，心情不但慢慢平伏，還開始沉迷起來。等兒子大一點的時候，希望自己記得多謝他讓媽媽有機會再像孩子一樣地玩。

Life sucks

These days.....feeling very bad.

Just recovered from cold. Then right arm get hurt. Unexpected M come. My silver dress!!!

Work's busy as usual. Endless housework.

Every working day, I slept 1:30am, wake up 6:00am, walked 30 mins to mom's place to see my son, sometimes take taxi. Today I m so exhausted that i dont even want to eat.

Father still in hospital, still cant walk. All of them decided to send him to elderly home. I rejected, but I dont have much bargaining power on this issue.

Now busy talking with friends and see if there's other alternatives.

I seldom buy mark six. I dont trust these buying hope thing. Isn't it more practical to spend $20 to buy potato chips---at least I have enjoyed the food for a moment.

But I wanna buy one this time. Cant be more disappointed.........

You are not here

Time passed. Things changed. Life goes on.

Hardly remember when's the last time I think of you.

Just read this news----now I remember that you are not here anymore.

http://hk.apple.nextmedia.com/news/art/20130724/18347186

由零開始