嚇

小寶很活潑。每逢見到小狗，會開心地指著，說：狗！

今天以為去到這裡就完。豈料他接著叫 wow wow，吠得維妙維肖，嚇得那小狗慌張地轉了幾圈。

我好辛苦地忍著了笑，叫他下次細聲點，不要嚇著小狗啦。

改

據說，小時候我做功課字如寫得不好，媽媽會擦掉，叫我重寫。我會默默地、不斷地寫，直至她滿意為止。

相反，如叫弟弟重寫，他必定發脾氣。

三歲定八十，我想很大程度是真的。

Resignation

When the so-called comfort zone is not comfortable anymore, it's time to leave.

Last week i feel exhausted, then disappointed.  Today, i feel a bit angry.

What's supposed to be done is almost done.

Good luck.

失魂

昨天，忘記帶門匙。

今天，忘記帶銀包！還要上了巴士才發覺！

幸好最後都有驚無險。

明天............希望一切安好。

進擊的巨人

不知何時開始，總覺背後有股無形的力量把我不住的向前推。

每天，都跑得筋疲力盡。而我的對手，是時間。

最近才開始看"進擊的巨人"。不難明白它受歡迎的原因。這世上，總有比自己強大的東西，又或者，人。

如果說每人心目中都有一個斷背山，那每人心目中，該有一個能隨時把自己吃掉的巨人。

身邊不少朋友都有看"進擊的巨人"。聊了幾句，發覺原來他們看的是電視卡通，只有我在看漫畫。

「為什麼不看電視？」他們問。

「為什麼不看看漫畫？」我都想問。

看電視眼睛很快會澀。看書不會。

書可隨身攜帶，比較不受時間限制。坐車、食飯、等人、等車時都可看。不過，我絕不在廁所看。

看電視，眼睛腦袋要跟著畫面跑，有時蠻累。看書，主導在己，那是另一種境界，亦似乎是唯一能令時間，令自己步伐放緩的方法。

我現在是，不想用腦時看電視。想用腦時看書。

Not really a good afternoon

While my son is with us, he sleeps less. This afternoon, it takes me 1 hour to make him sleep.

Since i do not need to cook tonite,  i decided to nap with him. We slept on the same bed, same big pillow. I looked at his apple face, i closed my eyes. So sweet.

Later, however, i kept having bad dreams. In those dreams, my son and my husband show up / disappear in different times & places which did not make any sense at all.

I decide to wake up finally. (Dont ask me how can I do that? It just happened)

I have a dirty kitchen waiting for me.

Sometimes, reality is better than dreams.
 

13....14

So, it's 2014 now. What do i feel?
I feel cold.
Tired...of cos.
Just started updating my CV.
Plan to cook red bean soup for my son tomorrow, it's time to wash those beans ......and sleep.
Happy 2014 and good luck!