未脫離

澳門同事忽然問我近況。

我答： 好忙。又病😭😭

有點懷疑他聽到了什麼風聲。

倒下

讓醫生看完，又答了幾個問題，她也忍不住搖頭嘆息。
開了7天葯，說晚上吃可讓我睡好㸃。
不知是否太晚吃。晚上不覺睡得沉，但隔天早上卻昏昏欲睡。
H說我該走。媽說我該留。我仍在去與留之間徘徊。

為母則強

Tonight is the third time I fly India. 

Unless I resign or pregnant, I sure I will fly there more frequently from now on......they mention about getting me a multiple visa. 

My son insisted to accompany me to airport. He promised he won't cry. 

When it came to the time to say good bye, he started rubbing his eyes. I quickly let him go and his father also quickly took his hand to the toy shop. 

He looked back once. 

I looked back twice, until they are completely out of my sight, till I can't see anything. 

This new job is eating my time, my health, my feelings. 

After the crazy hard work in the past few months, the Beijing project is almost settled now. Got sometime to watch "The Walking Dead" lately.

Enid: Are you ok?

Maggie: No I am not. But I will.

心魔

睡前想過的，都在夢𥚃出現了。
惡夢，不一定恐怖。
更多可能是不敢想的、不想在現實𥚃出現的事，以另一種形式呈現於眼前。

Norwegian Wood

"If you're in pitch blackness, all you can do is sit tight until your eyes get used to the dark" ~ Haruki Muralami

追

曾經想要的，今天得到了。

最想要的，越來越遙不可及。

辭

早上7:00出門，午餐15分鐘食件三文治，快速專注工作，也要8:00下班。

晚上多數坐的士回家。付錢那刻是有㸃肉痛，但總好過見不到小寶而心痛。

星期六、日也需工作。可能半小時，可能半天。

這就是升職加人工的代價。

上星期辭職，不被接受，但即時批准請助手。

跟家人朋友商量，叫留叫走的各佔一半，一時間也無法決定。

其實如果不是早前追「鬼怪」，被孔劉迷了一整月，可能早就辭了。

雖然結果可能一樣。