New Notebook

Just bought a new Fujitsu notebook. A white one.

It's not completely set up yet. It has no microsoft office and anti virus. The computer clock is inaccurate too. Some old stuff are still in my old notebook.

To me, changing a new notebook is no different from changing a husband........

他的答案

我：媽媽靚唔靚?
他：靚! (在他心目中我竟然和宋慧喬同級數?!)

我：媽媽肥唔肥?
他：唔肥!（經過一個冬天的暴飲暴食，脹了不只10磅。咁都唔算肥?開始對他的答案存疑。）

我：錫唔錫媽媽？
他：唔錫! (肯定小寶玩野，說的全是反話!)

The Secret Life of Walter Mitty

This is not the movie type I like. Finally I picked it. Perhaps I just want to watch something that's easy to digest and that might cheer me up.

Reality is better than dreaming? Or dreaming is better than reality?

I would think, we need both. Dreaming is part of life itself. 

You cant dream all the time. Or just live without dreaming (i assume people expecting typhoon no. 8 on monday morning is kind of dreaming).

Do I still have dreams now? Do you?

Mine is very ordinary: 

- Slimmer without eating less (this would definitely happen in dreams only !)

- Being a full time mom (most likely happen in dreams too!)

- All my family members, include myself, stay healthy.

- Bigger home.

- More money 

- My son being happy, smart & to be loved by many people.

Passed by

Birthday Dinner 2014

Sunday Morning

驚

我一向避免帶小寶去夜街。除了自己不喜歡，也有點寧可信其有的心態。

那晚從奶奶家晚飯離開，我手抱著小寶，在大堂等電梯。忽然，聽見他說：「姨姨。」我沿著他的目光望去，那是一個空置單位。當時奶奶和H都在。大家沒說什麼，之後也沒和H提過，我相信，有些時候，沉默是必要的。

今天小寶大概知道明天要回婆婆家，不願午睡。我帶他去公園玩吹泡泡，目的當然是讓他盡情放電。吃完晚飯七點多，小寶睡眼惺忪，但又發脾氣不睡。

「叔叔怕怕！」

「什麼叔叔？」

「叔叔有，驚！」同時指著床角。

心寒。偏偏H不在。

我和他祈了禱，餵奶(連沖奶都要我抱)最後總算睡著了。

第二天醒來，他竟指著窗口說叔叔。

H難得的聽見小寶醒了便走來房間，問他是不是指樓下的保安叔叔。

小寶沒答話。我猜他還未知道什麼叫保安。至少我未教過。

其實我不願相信他真的看見叔叔。但又不想像恐怖片裡那些母親，自己看不見就當小孩亂講。當然，我沒放棄過猜想其他的可能性。

一星期過去了。小寶沒病沒痛。除了有晚在媽媽家他又提叔叔，更反常地要婆婆陪睡趕我走之外，再沒其他特別事發生。

希望就此告一段落。