別

星期五，一開門，小寶如常跑出來。但今次他有點不同，到我關上大門那刻還黏住我的腳，低頭不語。

「你掛住媽媽？」

「係。」

抱著他到廳中，婆婆在看電視。

小寶此時開囗說：「媽媽死左呀。」原來是電視劇情。

「你驚媽媽死？」

「係。」

我打蛇隨棍上：「所以你發脾氣時唔好成日話打媽媽，媽媽會比你打死架，講都唔可以，媽媽會傷心，比你激死。」

他似懂非懂的㸃頭。

有了小孩，特別怕死。早前學人買了血壓計，幸好正常。

自此以後，他發脾氣時幾乎沒再說要打媽媽。

曾幾何時

大時代
第20集
http://mytv.tvb.com/drama/thegreedofman/208948

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Accident

Mom broke her leg. She is always strong and healthy. We have underestimated the seriousness. Bad timing. Anyway, she is at home now.

Whenever I checked the cam, as always, dad sit on the left and now my mom sit on the right. My poor crippled parents.

再看大時代

無論是角色，劇情，依然有「很搶」的感覺。

http://mytv.tvb.com/drama/thegreedofman/203879

看著看著，不禁有點感觸。失落。

Temper

I am so mad with my son. 

3 hours passed, still mad. I afraid i cannot sleep. Try to be more tired by writing sth....

It seems to me that he's more bad tempered when he's at my mom's place. So do I. 


I think staying at my mom's place is not the best for him. Too much noise. Your brain or mind cannot get rest even at home. Every time i saw him, he said，＂ I　wanted to sleep with mommy.＂ 

Ｓｏｒｒｙ　ｓｏｎ，ｔｈａｔ＇ｓ　ｗｈａｔ　ｉ　ｗａｎｔ　ｔｏｏ　ｂｕｔ　ｉｎ　ｒｅａｌｉｔｙ，　ｎｏ　ｍａｔｔｅｒ　ｙｏｕ　ａｒｅ　ｋｉｄｓ　ｏｒ　ａｄｕｌｔｓ，　ｙｏｕ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｃａｎｔ　ａｌｗａｙｓ　ｇｅｔ　ｗｈａｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｗａｎｔ．（　ｈｏｗ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｏｎｔｓ　ａｒｅ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈａｔ？　Ｉ　ａｍ　ｇｅｔｔｉｎｇ　ｍａｄ　ａｇａｉｎ．．．．）

A reminder to myself

Nina Sharp from Fringe said:

Encourage the quest for happiness in your children. Even if it takes them very far away from you.

The gingerbread man

Busy making the gingerbread man story sacks for my son’s school project.

Being desperate for the whole week until I found Pinterest. They have different kinds of free resources to download !!!

 

I still need to make it though….yesterday I worked till 1:00am to finish the oven & baking tray.

 

In the past, I always skip these kinds of artwork activities like xmas decoration and easter basket competition. Just think it should be the kid’s job, not mine.

But this time I m serious. Perhaps I like books and I want to involve and makes him likes it too.

I have no idea about the story of gingerbread man. Have borrowed one from the public library but need to waitlist. (how come?!)

About traditional tales, my earliest memory was Snow White, then Cinderella.

They are narrated by mom before we slept and of course, she concluded almost every story by saying our life will be very miserable without her.

Later, I remembered I asked what if father died first and we got stepfather? Would our life be miserable too? Mom said she wont, and that’s the difference between men and women.

At that time, I do believe in her.

 

Now as I had become a mother too, cant agree more with what she said.