Writing diaries

I asked myself, what it the purpose of writing diaries....what i want to acheive.

I used to write diaries when i was young. At that time i loved my classmates secretly. I can only share my feeling to a few of my close friends. But i cannot talk to my friends always ga ma, so i write lor. Besides, those i think very important, need to write down, may not mean anything special to my friends, e.g. i met him in the corridor, he seems looking at me, seems not, and finally i touch his shirt! (sth like that......)

I think it's bcos of u. U introduce online diaries to me. I want to do the things u do. Like.....we are doing sth together, we are getting close.

I think i should have the habit of writing it every day.....otherwise i will bcom lazy & stop writing ga la. I dont write until now bcos i m so lazy to do the log-in ID application.

I thought of i shall let who to read my diaries......cant think of any. I cannot let them know about u. And i dont want to intentionally avoid u in my diary.....since ur so important to me. So i decide la, this is my private diaries like those after i write i will lock it up in my drawer.

U are my only reader.