Cell Phone

There are times that i dont want to carry my cell phone. I hope no one can find me and i can be really alone. Cell phone is convenient, people can reach me easily, people can also annoy me easily. Since 8:45a.m. this morning i have been receiving 4 calls without tel no. and the other side hang up when i start to say hi. I can predict that i will receive more calls like this today. Who will do this? My ex? My enemies (I dont have obvious enemies wor)? I shall not be annoyed or pissed off, i cannot let people upset my mood easily, especially people i hate. (I dont know who's doing this, but only disgusting bad people will do this)

梁詠琪 <同班同學>

曲：梁詠琪 詞：陳少琪 編：張人傑

想到當年事 告別母校時
我們立志 鬥快講聲 我願意
親愛的同學 你又說心事
男伴總是失望離去 無法相依
想我給提示 怎可速成美事
其實我也每天邊走邊學世事

明明身心經已重傷 扮皮外傷 笑著博他去鼓掌
愛需要合唱 太過剛強 他不會留低欣賞
明明所得不太理想 為人著想 傷心都顧全漂亮
改善了賣相 認清方向
免得變成了他身邊其中一個敗將
講到感情事 似是個生字
誰又因為選擇名次 才去開始
當我想名字 加添他人姓氏
難受我也要知 相戀的大意義

I dont like Gi Gi Leung. But this song gives me some feeling today.

Affair

these days i m quite confused & tired - mentally & physically.
i suspect that he's going to have an affair with her. I know that he still loves me more, i m important to him, but he also like that gal. Like the difference between u have the thought of killing someone Vs the fact that u have killed someone. I thought of not telling him that i knew until i collected more evidence. But this is not right. We all know police's responsibility is to catch theif, but they also have the responsibility to prevent theft. If police suspect someone is going to commit a crime, he cannot wait and do nothing until it happened.
To my surprise, he denies everything. I thought he will admit that he dated her for lunch but they have nothing, he lied bcos he afraid i will be unhappy. Frankly, i dont mind he dated the gal who likes him, i believe M+F can be just friendship. By the way, i m his 1st gf, i dont think i will be the only one he loves in the rest of his life.....i know he would be attracted by other gals. But i just dont like him lying even the evidence is so obvious and even i told him that i dont mind. May be since then he will play more clever.....more difficult for me to find out.....if he can never let me know....this is ok.
No matter what he said, no matter what he did.......he's guilty in my mind. To some extent, it makes me feel better......bcos i m less guilty to him now. Sometimes i wish i m not that clever & sensitive to people's feeling. It reminded me the incident happened almost 8 years ago....my feeling tells me sth wrong but i still trust him. Since then, i dont trust anyone, i only trust myself.
Wounds will recover, but scar is forever.

陳綺貞 <表面的和平>

我已無所謂你說什麼都對
當我已經變成了你零碎的世界
終於又體會 我自己在沉澱
讓我回到過去 不再為你而分裂
我竟然如此執著於星座配對
但是對我們的感覺 我比誰都要強烈
我曾經仔細聽 你說的大道理
我曾經認識你 像小孩的任性
曾經認真反省 不唱昨日的歌曲
小心不跌入你流失的回憶
終於有機會 讓自己再沉澱讓
我回到過去毫無恐懼的職業
是你太鬆懈 還是我一向太尖銳
當你不止一次脫口而出才是對別人的稱謂
我曾經仔細聽 你說的大道理
曾經小心翼翼 維持表面的和平
曾經認真反省 不唱昨日的歌曲
小心不跌入你流失的回憶

郭小霖 <一些事一些情>

曲：郭小霖 詞：林振強 編：郭小霖

當深夜滲在難得午夜裡 朦朧的宇宙在沉睡
喜歡獨個隨回憶遠蕩去 從前雖已是靜如水
沿途望望舊日散聚 仍然靜靜掉下眼淚
即使這樣是無須
其實許多東西早應已記不起 根本不應這樣令人回味
難道世界有些東西永遠不死 還是這個我未懂得放低你

當生活似是難知錯或對 繁忙的歲月令人疲累
只好夜半隨回憶遠蕩去 行離使我落漠人堆
然而舊日越是美麗 停留越望便越歎喟
偏偏我自願留低

Huh huh 原諒我一再想你 huh huh原諒我再度記起

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Memories......sometimes u dont want to have it, bcos it hurts.

But it's the the proof of life, everyone should have it to make ur life completed.

梁靜茹 <我都知道>

愛上你不受局限 原來我心裡也有某些狂野
就像擺脫了一切 兩個人光腳奔跑在曠野
我錯過 我瞭解 跳下愛情不該想先保險
越難猜 越特別 抱著夏天不該想像秋天
吻要閉上眼睛感覺 能帶我飛也讓我流淚我都要
你知道 就算我們不說謊言但心偶爾還是會斷線
我知道 都知道 我們專心愛幾秒 好不好
浪漫像魔術表演 明明是虛幻 卻逼真的沒人能發現
就算吵得再激烈 馬上又被你抱緊在胸前
我錯過 我瞭解 跳下愛情不該想先保險
越難猜 越特別 抱著夏天不該想像秋天

梁靜茹 <接受>

彷彿上一分鐘 你還陪在我左右
還以為我們會開花結果 我還記得玫瑰色天空
卻模糊了我們的臉孔 哼過的歌到底有什麼內容
彷彿已經自由 下一刻我變成風
吹過你的領空 差點失控
回憶在夜裡鬧得很凶 我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想讓你知道我懂 卻擔心言不由衷
我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 在愛情裡分不了輕重
誠實得過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走
愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感動 能記得多久

Getting old

Boss's trip is shortened. He will come back 1 week earlier! That means i have to finish my filing and old tasks in 2 days.
I quite like filing, i can listen to music and do it simultaneously. And those papers wont talk. There are times that my phone keep ringing, that means i keep talking ; I dont like to talk a lot bcos that will make my throat sores. Taurus has bad throat, this is true. Besides, talking means i cannot concentrate on e-mails / my paper work, which is 60% of my daily job. I hate cold calls from salesperson or what they call follow up calls.......they will keep talking even i said i m busy, i m going to have a meeting....i receive such calls at least 5 times per day. Have to finish 2 minutes today. Sometimes i wonder if people will spend time to read this shit. Like i was copied in the daily warehouse status report but i never read it. I want to tell our manager not to copy me, i dont want to click my mouse twice (1. Open 2. Delete)

He got sick, with slight fever. That's why he didnt hug me or kiss me at nite. I m not sick, but i got the symptoms of getting sick.....e.g. tired, headache, feel dizzy, cough sometimes.

Read the diaries of 18-20 youngsters. I feel they are in another world to me......so far away. What they are facing & what they like are totally different from me. When i was studying in HKU, my friends introduced David Tao to me, he's still new at that time, but now, he has bcom a very popular singer & composer.

I m confident that we will look like the same age if we wear the same clothes and stand together as long as no bikini and no close up shots. I can like what they like to make myself young, trendy or at least "not outdated". But is that important? Being young is not equivalent to being stupid. I sing Twins songs, but i dont like them. Anyone who is pretty & cute can be twins. Hip Hop is too noisy for me. I never like it even i m 18 22. I m getting old every sec, every min, time wont stop for me. Whatever........ life still goes on.

Insomnia

Cheer said she hates insomnia.
I hate feeling sleepy and tired at work. Havent experienced insomnia for a long time.......when ur too tired, too tired that u cannot think any after u lie on bed.......then u can sleep easily.

太聰明

曲詞：陳綺貞

我總以為你一般難懂的我
在你瞭解了以後 其實也沒什麼
我總是忽冷又忽熱 隱藏我的感受
只是怕愛你的心被你看透
猜的沒錯想得太多 不會有結果
被你看穿了以後 我更無處可躲
我開始後悔不應該太聰明的賣弄
只是怕親手將我的真心葬送
我猜中你的心 也差一點距離
遙遠的距離都是因為太過聰明
我猜中你的心 要再一次決定 緩慢的思緒都是因為太想靠近你

I want to write sth about After Dark & about the exhibition i have been to yesterday. I want to write them in chinese, but i dont know how to type chinese. What can i do? Post lyrics again. This song didnt impress me a lot until i have been to Cheer's concert & read the lyrics. Of cos now i like it la......to some extent i think the lyrics is writing about me :P

Milk Tea

I found myself addicted to milk tea long time ago. I want to get rid of it bcos i know it's one of the major reasons of my increasing weight. By the way, it has no value except the great taste makes me happy. (But my weight makes me very unhappy)
One day, i think of a very clever method.......i drink lemon tea whenever i want to drink milk tea, I buy a lot of lemon tea at office & at my home. That seems to work in the beginning, but now it turns out i have to drink milk tea & lemon tea everyday.....i m creating new problem!!

But the good news is i lost interest to Potato Chips lately, i guess it's bcos i have been eating too much.

80%完美的日子

詞曲:陳綺貞

我捕捉精采的畫面
可是一閉上眼 顏色就褪掉了
我穿上最舒適的t-shirt
可是一脫下來 身體都僵硬了
我選擇我最想要的
可是一個人呢 反而笑開了
我丟棄對我最好的
可是一關上燈 全部都回來了
直到有一天 我徹底昏睡了
我太累了 我放開了
直到有一天 我失去了
太狼狽了 眼淚掉下來了

當你快樂的時候, 會想掃興的事
當你得到最想要的, 你會開始害怕失去
還有....追求理想, 有時是很累的
自升上 F.4,所有功課考試都再沒有 100分, 最高只有80分
是否意味著"完美"是永遠不會實現?
(Give up typing chinese, time to leave office.....)
May be I did have 100% perfect days before, when i will be satisfied with a bottle of milk and when the teacher will give u 100 for the homework / test, bcos the answers are mostly straightforward. May be at that time I m simple, i dont think too much, I dont understand the reality, i have not been disappointed. When i grow up, things get complicated, i m getting more difficult to be pleased. My fault? Society's fault?

小步舞曲

曲：陳綺貞 詞：陳綺貞

天空突然下起傾盆大雨 戀人在屋簷下相偎相依
移動我的腳步輕鬆躲雨 人潮擁擠握住濕熱的手心
再也不願想起不快樂的旋律 呼吸這一秒的空氣
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在我心裡翻來覆去 什麼叫做愛情
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在你心裡我也許只是你欣賞的風景
夜晚靜靜等著電話響起 時間躺在他去年寄來的信
空蕩的風叫我播放著舞曲 旋轉這一秒的孤寂
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在你心裡我也許是你輕快的遊戲
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在你心裡我也許只是你緩慢的練習
音樂響起我一個人演出重覆的舞曲

This song gives me the feeling of 青春 & 迷惘. One of my favorites.

女性魅力換算

**My answer in Blue**

底分有1000分
身高超過170厘米，每過3厘米+100分身高低於160厘米，每低3厘米-100分
I m 160cm, still 1000

體重超過55公斤的，每超過3公斤-100分體重不足45公斤的，每不到3公斤-100分
My weight is around 110-112lbs, still 1000

頭髮過肩膊，每長5厘米+100分，幼滑髮質+200分頭髮不過肩，每短2厘米-100分
Aiya, i just cut my hair short, so 1000 - 300 = 700

近視超過200度的，每50度-100分不懂化裝的-300分
My 近視 below 200, score remains 700

沒談過戀愛的+500分談過戀愛的，被甩一次-100分，最多-500
I was 被甩 once only, 700-100 = 600

超過25歲的，每超過1歲-100分
ai.....my age is 27......600-200 = 400

不會踩單車的-200分會開車的+200分
I know cycling but i dont know driving

排球、籃球、保齡球、足球、網球、桌球、游泳，每識一種+100分
I know only basketball and swimming....400+200=600

上圍C級以下、每細一級-200分
Disastrous loss here: 600-200-200=200

唱歌唱得好+200分唱歌難聽-200分
Ok, 200+200 = 400

唔識飲酒-200分好識飲酒+200分經常飲醉-500分
I dont drink wine or even beer....why still need to deduct 200??
Total score now:400-200=200

食煙-300分
I dont smoke

有養寵物+100分
I dont like pets

識煮餸+100分唔識煮餸-500分
200-500 = -300

喜歡食大蒜-100分
No

Total score: -300

Shit, i m concluded to be 豬扒王?


-1000分或以下︰異形-900分至-500分︰哥斯拉-500分至0分：豬扒王100分至500分：一般女性600分至1000分：拍拖對像1100分至1500分：男人至愛1600分至2000分：情人首選2100分或以上：絕色美女

陳綺貞

我把自己藏在黑暗的幽谷
有一天
陳綺貞的聲音找到了我
原來好的音樂 會令你寂寞時不感到孤單

她可以把簡單平凡的東西化作一首詩
聽她的歌 會有一種溫暖的感動

我並不是一見鍾情式地喜歡她的音樂
只是突然一天發覺自己中了毒.......... 好像還蠻快樂的
像我喜歡你一樣 :)

Go back writing English, typing chinese is what a tough job to me!!!!!

Went to Cheer's concert on Feb 28. Listening to her singing live is more powerful than listening to CD. I cried when she sang 小塵埃, 旅行的意義, 80%完美的日子.......it touched the deepest part of my heart........................................

From "80%完美的日子"
我太累了 我放開了 直到有一天 我失去了 太狼狽了 眼淚掉下來了 (My tears drop exactly right before when she sings the last sentence)