spent my easter holidays in bangkok & pattaya, arrived HK at 12:00a.m. on Mar 29 but i have to work next day...i cannot take leave bcos of the conference. 13 people coming....i was kept busy and of cos extremely exhausted until now.
my bday is coming soon, friends start to date me for dinner. I have no feeling to celebrate the date that i come to this world. The only function of bday has become an "excuse" for our gathering now. Since long time ago i already asked my friends not to buy bday gifts for me so i dont need to do the same. They agreed at once. We are all getting lazy.....
What big things happen lately le........? ......My brother just had a girlfriend. I m very happy for him, almost want to cry. He's always a burden to me.....or to my family. He's a good boy, 2 years younger than me. But he's not smart, not mature, poor academic results....we always afraid that he cannot take care of himself. He's studying now.....i still need to do homework for him bcos his English is not good. Oh, i promise to translate the article for him and the deadline is tomorrow. I should stop writing diary and do his homework now.
p.s. (1) Today is my 1st bf's bday. I remember the date, but i dont love him anymore. I always afraid that i cannot forget him in the rest of my life. Thanks god, i finally forgot.
p.s. (2) My ex- (another one) called today. He's my best friend's lover when i knew him but it seems that he's one of her ex- now...wow....so complicated. I remembered we have happy time. But i have lost the feeling. Am i cold-blooded? Most men said they will love their girls forever.
i think i can forget bcos they are not good enough, i "leave" them bcos they are not good to me....and later on....i meet new & better ones. Sometimes u miss the past a lot bcos you are not happy w/ ur present situation.
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