Busy with work today. Serious headache. A bit retarded. That's why I worked till 8:00pm.....tired of cos. Not really the work make me tired.....it's kind of emotionally tired.....i guess i have been thinking of you too much.
I had dinner alone. I dont actually mind to be by myself, i even went to "yam cha" by myself yesterday. But the feeling of alone....is very bad. As usual, i put on my ipod when eating......i kind of want to separate myself from the ppl around me. I dont want to hear them talking.
Back home, go to my sina a/c......i dont use this a/c anymore after i used gmail. I try to move all the e-mails you sent me from this a/c to the yahoo one. It's a tough job. Bcos we exchanged 3-4 e-mails a day, and the subject are mainly re:/fwd/ no subject.......i dont know what i m sending. Finally i have to read them all and try to give them a subject name.
I told myself i will read only one of our old e-mail every day, today i have read 20+..............
I wish I knew how to quit you.
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