午飯後喝了一碗中葯。很苦。打開櫃桶，能吃的只有山渣餅。
今天的山渣餅，又殘又蒼白。
「你又失血過多啊? 」
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“Don't worry. You're gonna be fine.”
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
Things I have heard about prayers
“i asked my mum and dad have they at one point believe in god. dad said, when he was studying, they have to pray, except those jews, so he told the teacher he is a jew. dunno if the teacher really think he is or what, the teacher said, i suppose there is chinese jew.”
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「你阿爸話你每晚都祈禱喎！」我問朋友五歲的女兒。
「係呀！」
「咁你講D乜?」
「我話：耶穌，我訓覺啦！」
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「頭先祈禱，我求.........(下刪四十字)......神一定諗，條友仔真係煩，奉獻俾雞碎咁多，仲好意思求咁多野。」
「你奉獻俾多D囉！」
「可唔可以扣稅架?」
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House: "God talks to him?"
Chase: "It's not psychosis, he's just religious. The only medical issue that showed up on the blood work is low sodium."
House: "No, you talk to God, you're religious. God talks to you, you're psychotic."
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「你阿爸話你每晚都祈禱喎！」我問朋友五歲的女兒。
「係呀！」
「咁你講D乜?」
「我話：耶穌，我訓覺啦！」
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「頭先祈禱，我求.........(下刪四十字)......神一定諗，條友仔真係煩，奉獻俾雞碎咁多，仲好意思求咁多野。」
「你奉獻俾多D囉！」
「可唔可以扣稅架?」
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
House: "God talks to him?"
Chase: "It's not psychosis, he's just religious. The only medical issue that showed up on the blood work is low sodium."
House: "No, you talk to God, you're religious. God talks to you, you're psychotic."
Friday, June 25, 2010
Cross Game
“人真正死去，是在惦記著那個人的人不在之時呢。”
- Cross Game (Vol. 17)
剛看完Cross Game。
他最後喜歡的，不是跟死去女朋友相似的人，而是跟自己相似的人。
有些故事，結局大概一早已猜到。想看下去，可能只是喜歡故事本身的感覺。
- Cross Game (Vol. 17)
剛看完Cross Game。
他最後喜歡的，不是跟死去女朋友相似的人，而是跟自己相似的人。
有些故事，結局大概一早已猜到。想看下去，可能只是喜歡故事本身的感覺。
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
A message
My friend sent me a message yesterday.
She just heard that her husband and her husband’s ex-gf will be working in the same building soon. She worries sth may happen.
I replied her right away. After writing few lines, I deleted everything and sent her one line only:
"Try to make your man happy in bed."
She just heard that her husband and her husband’s ex-gf will be working in the same building soon. She worries sth may happen.
I replied her right away. After writing few lines, I deleted everything and sent her one line only:
"Try to make your man happy in bed."
Saturday, June 19, 2010
星期六上午
這星期過得很平靜，舒服得幾乎察覺不到自己的存在。
今天要去一趟西環，修理我那部OTO TX-908。巴士經過一個地方，我忍不住望，直至它在我眼前消失。兩滴淚不爭氣地掉了下來。扁嘴都沒用。沒有了就是沒有了。哭了就是哭了。
巴士最遠只去到上環。下車。走了一段路。雖然沒有照鏡，但我的臉應該已被熱浪燻紅。
「請問德輔道西怎去?」我習慣向報販問路。
「你在前面街口搭堅尼地城的電車，一邊留意著街號就行了。」
不知為什麼，我喜歡搭電車。原因可能是有的，但現在不是想這些問題的時候。
星期六上午10時30分某電車上層。很熱。
「喂！」
「什麼?」
「我想肥也有肥的好處。如果我們一起去沙漠，你應該不會那麼容易死掉吧！」
「跟肥有什麼關係?在沙漠，沒有水誰都會渴死哦！」
一陣風吹來。身體的熱度退減了，人卻越來越不冷靜。忽然想起了<色戒>某一幕。
王佳芝也是坐在電車上層。風迎面吹來，她微笑。
在事情未發生前，她是多麼的無牽無掛。快不快樂是一回事。至少沒有牽掛。
回程在金鐘站下車。要去Kiehl's買東西。
「要不要試試玫瑰花味的body lotion? 」
「好。」
「你天天搽body lotion嗎? 」
「不是。通常隔天搽。我懶。」
「還以為你天天都搽。你皮膚很滑喔！」
這算是新的銷售技巧?裝作不經意的稱讚，讓你對她有好感，心甘情願的買多一點?其實我是否也應該以毒攻毒，讚她漂亮又專業，好等她送我多點sample?
最後我買了Gardenia Deluxe Hand & Body Lotion, Lip Balm#1 Pear 和Algae Masque。埋單700多元。當然不是因為她那一句話。這些東西我本來就打算買。買夠600元才有細支裝的護膚品送-----要來7月旅行用的。
上次來金鐘碰見了舊同事。有點懷疑今天也會碰到什麼人。
哎呀！有人叫我的名字。
回頭一看，原來是現在公司同事。因為我乘的扶手電梯向下，她乘的向上，大家打過招呼也就算了。
如果我去了Dan Ryan......
如果我沒有在地鐵站那店舖看飾物.......
我們應該不會碰面。
要發生的，躲也躲不了。
今天要去一趟西環，修理我那部OTO TX-908。巴士經過一個地方，我忍不住望，直至它在我眼前消失。兩滴淚不爭氣地掉了下來。扁嘴都沒用。沒有了就是沒有了。哭了就是哭了。
巴士最遠只去到上環。下車。走了一段路。雖然沒有照鏡，但我的臉應該已被熱浪燻紅。
「請問德輔道西怎去?」我習慣向報販問路。
「你在前面街口搭堅尼地城的電車，一邊留意著街號就行了。」
不知為什麼，我喜歡搭電車。原因可能是有的，但現在不是想這些問題的時候。
星期六上午10時30分某電車上層。很熱。
「喂！」
「什麼?」
「我想肥也有肥的好處。如果我們一起去沙漠，你應該不會那麼容易死掉吧！」
「跟肥有什麼關係?在沙漠，沒有水誰都會渴死哦！」
一陣風吹來。身體的熱度退減了，人卻越來越不冷靜。忽然想起了<色戒>某一幕。
王佳芝也是坐在電車上層。風迎面吹來，她微笑。
在事情未發生前，她是多麼的無牽無掛。快不快樂是一回事。至少沒有牽掛。
回程在金鐘站下車。要去Kiehl's買東西。
「要不要試試玫瑰花味的body lotion? 」
「好。」
「你天天搽body lotion嗎? 」
「不是。通常隔天搽。我懶。」
「還以為你天天都搽。你皮膚很滑喔！」
這算是新的銷售技巧?裝作不經意的稱讚，讓你對她有好感，心甘情願的買多一點?其實我是否也應該以毒攻毒，讚她漂亮又專業，好等她送我多點sample?
最後我買了Gardenia Deluxe Hand & Body Lotion, Lip Balm#1 Pear 和Algae Masque。埋單700多元。當然不是因為她那一句話。這些東西我本來就打算買。買夠600元才有細支裝的護膚品送-----要來7月旅行用的。
上次來金鐘碰見了舊同事。有點懷疑今天也會碰到什麼人。
哎呀！有人叫我的名字。
回頭一看，原來是現在公司同事。因為我乘的扶手電梯向下，她乘的向上，大家打過招呼也就算了。
如果我去了Dan Ryan......
如果我沒有在地鐵站那店舖看飾物.......
我們應該不會碰面。
要發生的，躲也躲不了。
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
People
"Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation."
- Oscar Wilde
- Oscar Wilde
Monday, June 14, 2010
糉
我很喜歡吃糉。最瘋狂的時候，可以面不改容地連吃三隻。
今年試了一些以往未嚐過的「品種」。
美心家鄉一品糉：材料和味道都非常豐富。超好吃！
美心海南雞糉：.......還是海南雞飯好吃一點。
美心肉骨茶糉：得個苦字。
等著我的還有媽媽、奶奶、老爺、同事送來的糉..........
現在我最想念的，是只能在銅鑼灣某店鋪買的炒米糉。我想我應該抽不出時間在端午節前買來吃。印象中，除了大閘蟹季節之外，差不多一年四季都有得買。
今年試了一些以往未嚐過的「品種」。
美心家鄉一品糉：材料和味道都非常豐富。超好吃！
美心海南雞糉：.......還是海南雞飯好吃一點。
美心肉骨茶糉：得個苦字。
等著我的還有媽媽、奶奶、老爺、同事送來的糉..........
現在我最想念的，是只能在銅鑼灣某店鋪買的炒米糉。我想我應該抽不出時間在端午節前買來吃。印象中，除了大閘蟹季節之外，差不多一年四季都有得買。
Thursday, June 10, 2010
What does love mean?
A group of professional people posed the question “What does love mean?” to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds. Below are the answers they received:
1. “Love is the first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way.”
– Charlie (Age 5)
2. “When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.”
- Rebecca (Age 8)
3. “When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth.”
- Billy (Age 4)
4. “Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.”
- Karl (Age 5)
5. “Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs.”
- Chrissy (Age 6)
6. “Love is when someone hurts you, and you get so mad but you don't yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings.”
- Samantha (Age 6)
7. “Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.”
- Terri (Age 4)
8. “Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure that taste is ok.”
- Danny (Age 7)
9. “Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.”
- Emily (Age 8)
10. “Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen”
- Bobby (Age 5)
11. “If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate.”
- Nikka (Age 6)
12. “Love is hugging. Love is kissing. Love is saying no.”
- Patty (Age 8)
13. “When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared they wont love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more.”
- Matthew (Age 7)
14. “There are two kinds of love. Our love, God’s love. But God makes both kinds of them.”
- Jenny (Age 4)
15. “Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.”
- Noelle (Age 7)
16. “Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.”
- Tommy (Agee 6)
17. “During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.”
- Cindy (Age 8)
18. “My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.”
- Clare (Age 5)
19. “Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken.”
- Elaine (Age 5)
20. Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.”
- Chris (Age 8)
21. “Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.”
- Mary Ann (Age 4)
22. “I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.”
- Lauren (Age 4)
23. “I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby sister because I love her.”
- Bethany (Age 4)
24. “Love cards like Valentine’s cards say stuff on them that we’d like to say ourselves, but we wouldn't be caught dead saying.”
- Mike (Age 8)
25. “When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.”
- Karen (Age 7)
26. “Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and she doesn’t think it’s gross.”
- Mark (Age 6)
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Got that from a forwarded e-mail in 2002.
I like 1,2,6,9,10,13,16, 22 & 26.
You?
1. “Love is the first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way.”
– Charlie (Age 5)
2. “When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.”
- Rebecca (Age 8)
3. “When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth.”
- Billy (Age 4)
4. “Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.”
- Karl (Age 5)
5. “Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs.”
- Chrissy (Age 6)
6. “Love is when someone hurts you, and you get so mad but you don't yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings.”
- Samantha (Age 6)
7. “Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.”
- Terri (Age 4)
8. “Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure that taste is ok.”
- Danny (Age 7)
9. “Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.”
- Emily (Age 8)
10. “Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen”
- Bobby (Age 5)
11. “If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate.”
- Nikka (Age 6)
12. “Love is hugging. Love is kissing. Love is saying no.”
- Patty (Age 8)
13. “When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared they wont love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more.”
- Matthew (Age 7)
14. “There are two kinds of love. Our love, God’s love. But God makes both kinds of them.”
- Jenny (Age 4)
15. “Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.”
- Noelle (Age 7)
16. “Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.”
- Tommy (Agee 6)
17. “During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.”
- Cindy (Age 8)
18. “My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.”
- Clare (Age 5)
19. “Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken.”
- Elaine (Age 5)
20. Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.”
- Chris (Age 8)
21. “Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.”
- Mary Ann (Age 4)
22. “I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.”
- Lauren (Age 4)
23. “I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby sister because I love her.”
- Bethany (Age 4)
24. “Love cards like Valentine’s cards say stuff on them that we’d like to say ourselves, but we wouldn't be caught dead saying.”
- Mike (Age 8)
25. “When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.”
- Karen (Age 7)
26. “Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and she doesn’t think it’s gross.”
- Mark (Age 6)
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Got that from a forwarded e-mail in 2002.
I like 1,2,6,9,10,13,16, 22 & 26.
You?
Monday, June 7, 2010
懸崖
昨天跑步時聽的歌。對我而言，又是新歌。
為了它，我甚至跑多兩圈。現在大腿酸痛死了。
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<懸崖 >
作詞：許常德
作曲：季忠平
主唱：齊秦
再一步 愛就要粉身碎骨
墜入 無盡的孤獨
世界太冷酷 夢太投入
早習慣不能回頭的付出
風在哭 當我走到懸崖 停駐
發覺 淚也有溫度
生命太短促 痛太清楚
才讓你 讓我 愛到無退路
我不管愛落向何處
我只求今生今世共度
天已慌 海已枯 心留一片土
連淚水都能灌溉這幸福
我不管愛喪身何處
我只求陪你直到末路
月已殘 燈已盡 夜黑人模糊
這一生因為愛你才清楚
為了它，我甚至跑多兩圈。現在大腿酸痛死了。
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<懸崖 >
作詞：許常德
作曲：季忠平
主唱：齊秦
再一步 愛就要粉身碎骨
墜入 無盡的孤獨
世界太冷酷 夢太投入
早習慣不能回頭的付出
風在哭 當我走到懸崖 停駐
發覺 淚也有溫度
生命太短促 痛太清楚
才讓你 讓我 愛到無退路
我不管愛落向何處
我只求今生今世共度
天已慌 海已枯 心留一片土
連淚水都能灌溉這幸福
我不管愛喪身何處
我只求陪你直到末路
月已殘 燈已盡 夜黑人模糊
這一生因為愛你才清楚
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Friday, June 4, 2010
迷你裙
試穿了幾條舊牛仔短裙，穿是穿得下，只是由普通短裙變了迷你裙。
想起以前夏天老是背心短裙通街走。有人曾問我為什麼好像未見過我著褲，我想都不用想便答「可以著裙既話點解要著褲」。
現在著裙的機會越來越少，更何況是迷你裙。
「唔准著條裙出街！」他說。
我什都沒有說，但心裡已有了決定。
關於迷你裙..........
“儘管法國設計師 André Courrèges也常被指為是迷你裙的發明人，一般還是將迷你裙的發明歸功於由迷你汽車產生靈感的時尚設計師 Mary Quant。也有些人相信 Helen Rose 為一部1956年的科幻電影 Forbidden Planet 的演員 Anne Francis 製作的迷你裙才是迷你裙的起源。”
http://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-hk/%E8%BF%B7%E4%BD%A0%E8%A3%99
“說到迷你裙的出現，Mary Quant實在功不可沒。於倫敦King's Road開設Bazaar服裝店的Mary Quant，於一九六五年推出第一條迷你裙，是時尚史上一個重要時刻。Mary Quant亦表明迷你裙不但是時裝的一種演變，更標示着女生追求自由主義的一場革命。”
http://the-sun.on.cc/cnt/lifestyle/20091118/00481_002.html
想起以前夏天老是背心短裙通街走。有人曾問我為什麼好像未見過我著褲，我想都不用想便答「可以著裙既話點解要著褲」。
現在著裙的機會越來越少，更何況是迷你裙。
「唔准著條裙出街！」他說。
我什都沒有說，但心裡已有了決定。
關於迷你裙..........
“儘管法國設計師 André Courrèges也常被指為是迷你裙的發明人，一般還是將迷你裙的發明歸功於由迷你汽車產生靈感的時尚設計師 Mary Quant。也有些人相信 Helen Rose 為一部1956年的科幻電影 Forbidden Planet 的演員 Anne Francis 製作的迷你裙才是迷你裙的起源。”
http://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-hk/%E8%BF%B7%E4%BD%A0%E8%A3%99
“說到迷你裙的出現，Mary Quant實在功不可沒。於倫敦King's Road開設Bazaar服裝店的Mary Quant，於一九六五年推出第一條迷你裙，是時尚史上一個重要時刻。Mary Quant亦表明迷你裙不但是時裝的一種演變，更標示着女生追求自由主義的一場革命。”
http://the-sun.on.cc/cnt/lifestyle/20091118/00481_002.html
Influence
A friend once asked me if there were any sayings or ideas that influenced me a lot.
At that time, my answer was:
“I would say 亦舒. She makes me think that woman should have her style, be independent & strong.
There’s no particular saying that makes me totally change. Apart from 亦舒, may be the idea of god, heaven & hell, karma influenced me a lot. That makes me want to be a nice & kind person. But I cannot tell whether I was born to be nice, or I believe in a reward & punishment mechanism by an unseen power so I act good. And I believe everything happens for a reason, may be it’s a result of what u did, or it’s teaching u a lesson. (u must think I m saying rubbish). What i m saying is, i tend to find the reasons on everything happened on me, otherwise they are meaningless and so as my life. ”
What would be my answer now?
I can name a number of incidents ......but I cant recall any single saying / idea that influenced me most. Nothing special. Nothing new.
Somehow........this question reminds me a line from 《亞特蘭提斯之謎》:
“與其走一條別人都認為對的路，不如走一條就算錯了自己也不會後悔的路”
It should be the best statement to sum up how I live so far.
At that time, my answer was:
“I would say 亦舒. She makes me think that woman should have her style, be independent & strong.
There’s no particular saying that makes me totally change. Apart from 亦舒, may be the idea of god, heaven & hell, karma influenced me a lot. That makes me want to be a nice & kind person. But I cannot tell whether I was born to be nice, or I believe in a reward & punishment mechanism by an unseen power so I act good. And I believe everything happens for a reason, may be it’s a result of what u did, or it’s teaching u a lesson. (u must think I m saying rubbish). What i m saying is, i tend to find the reasons on everything happened on me, otherwise they are meaningless and so as my life. ”
What would be my answer now?
I can name a number of incidents ......but I cant recall any single saying / idea that influenced me most. Nothing special. Nothing new.
Somehow........this question reminds me a line from 《亞特蘭提斯之謎》:
“與其走一條別人都認為對的路，不如走一條就算錯了自己也不會後悔的路”
It should be the best statement to sum up how I live so far.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Empty Myself Exercise
I was trying to do some “Empty Myself Exercise” this week. Just want to feel blank & want some comfortable silence in my brain.
I tried to watch掌上明珠 & 談情說案. After a while, I found the “Empty Myself Exercise” turned into some “Annoy Myself Exercise”. I gave up.
Read some magazine bought by my husband. I m not interested in most of the news, finished them in an hour.
Did some exercises at home........those help u to sleep better & make your muscle firm. I feel ok.......and tired.
I even tried to play pacman........
What next? Bible reading? Pray to God? Listen to some classical music?
I tried to watch掌上明珠 & 談情說案. After a while, I found the “Empty Myself Exercise” turned into some “Annoy Myself Exercise”. I gave up.
Read some magazine bought by my husband. I m not interested in most of the news, finished them in an hour.
Did some exercises at home........those help u to sleep better & make your muscle firm. I feel ok.......and tired.
I even tried to play pacman........
What next? Bible reading? Pray to God? Listen to some classical music?
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