Not really a good afternoon

While my son is with us, he sleeps less. This afternoon, it takes me 1 hour to make him sleep.

Since i do not need to cook tonite,  i decided to nap with him. We slept on the same bed, same big pillow. I looked at his apple face, i closed my eyes. So sweet.

Later, however, i kept having bad dreams. In those dreams, my son and my husband show up / disappear in different times & places which did not make any sense at all.

I decide to wake up finally. (Dont ask me how can I do that? It just happened)

I have a dirty kitchen waiting for me.

Sometimes, reality is better than dreams.