Bad Dreams

I had 2 bad dreams yesterday.

1st:
I know ur gf, we bcom friends. And one day u marry her. I attend your wedding, seeing u walking further and further away from me. Then i wake up. It's 3:50a.m.

2nd:
He's my husband's freiend. I think it happened in the park, he touched me from behind, my hair, down to my breasts, my waist...he said he wanted me next to my ear. And then i saw my husband coming. He didnt discover that. This is totally scary, my husband coming is not the point, the point is i have reaction to what he said in my dream. I dont have any good feeling on him (although i dont hate him) and he's never in my sex fantasy. I dont have any feeling change after i dreamt him, except feeling embarrassed.

Anyway, i always prefer having bad dreams more than sweet dreams. Wake up from a sweet dream is more painful than wake up from bad dreams :P

There's one thing i realize recently, i start to love writing diaries. I feel better after i write down my thoughts. It's like, u throw sth out, put sth down, and ur mind bcom less heavy.