One evening

Remember one evening, i had a walk at the waterfront park, the sunset was very beautiful. I was watching it, keep having good & bad memories in my head, like playing old movies. While i was enjoying the moment, my friend called.

She: "Where are u now"
(She always ask where i m, may be she doesnt really want to know....but this is her way to start the conversation.)

Me: "At the Waterfront Park"

She: "Alone?"
(Yeah, she always like to know who are with me too, even this is not her purpose of calling me)

Me: "Yes"

She: "What are u doing there?"

Me: "Just want to have a walk and watch the sunset"

She: "Are u crazy?"

Actually she called bcos she wants to have drinks with me. Why she doesnt ask directly in her 1st question? I dislike people asking me lots of questions about where i m going, what i m doing, who i m with, like police asking criminal. (Unless it's my husband)
I m crazy bcos i watch the sunset alone? I always go everywhere alone. I think it's not a must to be accompanied. I dont want to waste time calling people and have to talk (social) with them while we are together, especially to those belong to "different channel". Shopping alone is more efficient, I can leave after i got my targeted items. By the way, I dont need people's opinion on which clothes is better, i can make the decision myself.

Next time this friend called and i m watching sunset again, i will tell her i m with husband and we are walking home together. Sometimes i like to lie, bcos i dont want to explain. I will only explain to someone whom i think he/she can understand.

There's one saying that "People feel lonely not bcos he is alone, it's bcos there are many people around but no one understand him". I have many friends. We can talk. But i put them into different groups owing to the topics we can talk. No one could make me feel really comfortable to tell the truth & everything.