Many ppl asked whether i m getting better, it depends how you define it. Of cos i "look" much better than last week. I wont cry when i see car parks or fat boy. But i m no way better since you left.
Everybody moves on. i think some part of me keep moving on, and some part of me left in 2046. I think i shall see this movie again. I have told myself not to read back our old e-mails for now.....but i cant stop myself from doing it. Actually we both write a lot. Some I totally forget. Memories may fool us, words seem to be more trustworthy.
Can picture tell feelings? I dont know, it all depends. Even ppl get different feelings after watching the same movie or book. I also keep thinking about the love between us, but the more i dig into it, the more puzzled i feel.
May be i just need to accept that, we cant explain / understand why things happened. It just happened.
Thinking of you is not really painful. The most painful thing is, i cant feel you anymore when i miss you.
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