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One day I talked to C, she just asked me don't think too much.

It’s funny. I also want to know how can I stop thinking? And what is too much?

Someone died. He’s not only a lover, he’s also my best friend.

If I can totally erase an important person in my heart......
If I can be apathetic......
If I can live normal like other robots........
Then I m really not myself anymore.

I also born to think.

Can I resign? Shall I kill myself?

I am not blaming her for not understanding me. Our path, our core are different. We are ppl from different planets but coincidently met on earth.

By the way, I never want to kill myself.