<如果的事>
歌手：張韶涵, 范瑋琪 作曲：王藍茵 填詞：王藍茵 編曲：屠穎
我想過一件事
不是壞的事
一直對自己堅持
愛情的意思
像風沒有理由輕輕吹著走
誰愛誰沒有所謂的對與錯
不管時間
說著我們在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去證實
愛你兩個字
不是對自己矜持
也不是諷刺
別人都在說我其實很無知
這樣的感情被認定很放肆
我很不服
我還在想著那件事
如果你已經不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因為我而誠實
如果你看我的電影
聽我愛的CD
如果你能帶我一起旅行
如果你決定跟隨感覺
為愛勇敢一次
如果你說我們有彼此
如果你會開始相信
這般戀愛心情
如果你能給我如果的事
(我只要你一件如果的事) 我會奮不顧身地去愛你
Sunday, July 3, 2005
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Monday, June 27, 2005
Friday, June 24, 2005
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Just the way you are
Another good old song..........
Don't go changing to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard我
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are
I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you
I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are
Don't go changing to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard我
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are
I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you
I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are
Every Woman in the World
I m painfullly suffered from my heavy workload,still OT now. To wake myself up & make my mood better, listening to some Eng old songs....sometimes i like to listen to old songs to escape from the time i m living now. Time Travelling :) The computer is playing "Every Woman in the World".
Someone told me that Air Supply is considered "Old-Fashion" & no westerners will say they like them. But i m in HK. I really like them. To me that's only good or bad, old or new is not a reason to judge.
Every night seems dinner and wine Saturday days
I was never in love, never had the time
In my hustle and hurried world
Laughing my self to sleep, waking up lonely
I needed someone to hold me, oh
It's such a crazy home town
It can drag you down
Till you run out of dreams
So you party all night to the music and lights
But you don't what happiness means
I was dancing in the dark with strangers
No love around me
When suddenly you found me
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're my fantasy, you're my reality
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're everything I need, you're everything to me Oh girl
Everything good, everything fine
That's what you are
So put your hand in mine and together we'll climb
As high as the highest star
I'm living the life time in every minute
That we're together
And I'm staying right here forever..........
Someone told me that Air Supply is considered "Old-Fashion" & no westerners will say they like them. But i m in HK. I really like them. To me that's only good or bad, old or new is not a reason to judge.
Every night seems dinner and wine Saturday days
I was never in love, never had the time
In my hustle and hurried world
Laughing my self to sleep, waking up lonely
I needed someone to hold me, oh
It's such a crazy home town
It can drag you down
Till you run out of dreams
So you party all night to the music and lights
But you don't what happiness means
I was dancing in the dark with strangers
No love around me
When suddenly you found me
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're my fantasy, you're my reality
Girl, you're every woman in the world to me
You're everything I need, you're everything to me Oh girl
Everything good, everything fine
That's what you are
So put your hand in mine and together we'll climb
As high as the highest star
I'm living the life time in every minute
That we're together
And I'm staying right here forever..........
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Special moments
So often I have been with people and shared beautiful moments like travelling or staying up all night and watching the sunrise. And I knew those were special moments. But something was always wrong. I wished I'd been with someone else. When i was feeling exactly what was so important to me they didnt understand. But I m happy to be with u, Being with u, i feel like i m somebody else. I mean the only other way to lose urself like that is.
.......................By Celine from "Before Sunrise"
.......................By Celine from "Before Sunrise"
Friday, June 10, 2005
Sin City
I like it. Everything is cool....characters, actions, dialogues, story....
The movie was almost in the tone of black & grey......only sth are colored, e.g. lips & dress in red, blood in yellow...it's creative and visual effect is still great.
It pictures violence & killing as a kind of art., although i know this is not the message of this movie.
The part i like most is in the beginning, the story about Josh Hartnett killing the beautiful red woman. How he killed her is very romantic (I cant think of a better word except this one). It contrasts the massive violence killing happened afterwards. Josh killed people bcos it's his job, not out of hate, revenge or to protect the people he loved, he's doing it with style.
At the end, heros died, but at least, they keep their faith (to protect the women they love?).
The movie was almost in the tone of black & grey......only sth are colored, e.g. lips & dress in red, blood in yellow...it's creative and visual effect is still great.
It pictures violence & killing as a kind of art., although i know this is not the message of this movie.
The part i like most is in the beginning, the story about Josh Hartnett killing the beautiful red woman. How he killed her is very romantic (I cant think of a better word except this one). It contrasts the massive violence killing happened afterwards. Josh killed people bcos it's his job, not out of hate, revenge or to protect the people he loved, he's doing it with style.
At the end, heros died, but at least, they keep their faith (to protect the women they love?).
Wednesday, June 8, 2005
無底洞
作詞：小寒 作曲：黃韻仁 編曲：黃韻仁/蔡健雅
有時寂寞太沉重 身邊彷彿只是觀眾 妳的感受沒有人懂
難得誰自告奮勇 體貼讓人格外感動
愛上他前後用不到一分鐘
*嘿 回想戀情的內容 有誰想過有始有終
不過是一時脆弱讓人放縱
穿梭一段 又另一段 感情中
愛為何總 填不滿 又掏不空
很快就風起雲湧 人類的心 是個無底洞
嘗試親吻 嘗試擁抱 或溝通
沒有好感 再嘗試也沒有用
大多數人都相同 喜歡的只是愛情的臉孔
沒有誰背後慫恿 不該愛又愛的衝動 是你害怕孤單而拼命補充
有時寂寞太沉重 身邊彷彿只是觀眾 妳的感受沒有人懂
難得誰自告奮勇 體貼讓人格外感動
愛上他前後用不到一分鐘
*嘿 回想戀情的內容 有誰想過有始有終
不過是一時脆弱讓人放縱
穿梭一段 又另一段 感情中
愛為何總 填不滿 又掏不空
很快就風起雲湧 人類的心 是個無底洞
嘗試親吻 嘗試擁抱 或溝通
沒有好感 再嘗試也沒有用
大多數人都相同 喜歡的只是愛情的臉孔
沒有誰背後慫恿 不該愛又愛的衝動 是你害怕孤單而拼命補充
Tuesday, June 7, 2005
陌生人
陌生人 by 蔡健雅
一朵雲能載多少思念的寄托 再忽然相遇街頭
當我們擦身而過 那短短一秒鐘 都明白 什麼都變了
一轉身誰能把感慨拋在腦後 在事過境遷以後
這段情就算曾經 刻骨且銘心過 過去了 又改變什麼
地球它又公轉幾周了(濃情愛戀 都已陌生了)
我不難過了 甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了 甚至原諒你的殘酷理由
當我瞭解不愛了連回憶 都是負荷
我不難過了 甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了 甚至感謝這樣不期而遇 當我從你眼中發現我已是
陌生人了 我已是 陌生人了
一朵雲能載多少思念的寄托 再忽然相遇街頭
當我們擦身而過 那短短一秒鐘 都明白 什麼都變了
一轉身誰能把感慨拋在腦後 在事過境遷以後
這段情就算曾經 刻骨且銘心過 過去了 又改變什麼
地球它又公轉幾周了(濃情愛戀 都已陌生了)
我不難過了 甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了 甚至原諒你的殘酷理由
當我瞭解不愛了連回憶 都是負荷
我不難過了 甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了 甚至感謝這樣不期而遇 當我從你眼中發現我已是
陌生人了 我已是 陌生人了
Monday, June 6, 2005
It feels good that.....
It feels good that:
1. I can turn my face to left hand side
(I cant do so for the last week bcos my neck get hurted)
2. I can breath smoothly, no cough.
(I have been sick for almost 1 month)
3. Not rainy & not hot today
4. I have the mood to work, start clearing tons of things one by one
5. I can love and being loved.
1. I can turn my face to left hand side
(I cant do so for the last week bcos my neck get hurted)
2. I can breath smoothly, no cough.
(I have been sick for almost 1 month)
3. Not rainy & not hot today
4. I have the mood to work, start clearing tons of things one by one
5. I can love and being loved.
Lost weight
If there's anything worth to write down lately....well....finally, i have successfully reduced my weight from 114lbs to 110lbs! (Although to some people it's not obvious)
My target is 103lbs.
I know it's still a long way to go, eat less is difficult for me, but it's more difficult to find time for exercises. When i plan for swimming or cycling, the weather is bad. When the weather is good, i either busy with work or sick.
Not many sports i like....jogging looks stupid & boring. I like badminton but i need partner. I like hiking too, but i cant go alone bcos i scare i will get lost......
Miss my school days a bit. We have P.E. lessons weekly.
My target is 103lbs.
I know it's still a long way to go, eat less is difficult for me, but it's more difficult to find time for exercises. When i plan for swimming or cycling, the weather is bad. When the weather is good, i either busy with work or sick.
Not many sports i like....jogging looks stupid & boring. I like badminton but i need partner. I like hiking too, but i cant go alone bcos i scare i will get lost......
Miss my school days a bit. We have P.E. lessons weekly.
Friday, June 3, 2005
Single, Married, Divorced, Widowed
Just wonder if people will tick "Single" on some application forms when they are actually divorced, widowed.....
If u tick single, employer will assume that you can be aggressive and work overtime.
If u tick married, they think ur looking for stability.
If i tick divorced..... will people perceive that i m not good in managing bcos i cannot manage my marriage well?
If i tick widowed, will they think that i tend to be depressed? We hired a widow before, she's quite emotional. It may relate to her husband's death, or may be not.
Anyway, i can never be "Single" again.
If u tick single, employer will assume that you can be aggressive and work overtime.
If u tick married, they think ur looking for stability.
If i tick divorced..... will people perceive that i m not good in managing bcos i cannot manage my marriage well?
If i tick widowed, will they think that i tend to be depressed? We hired a widow before, she's quite emotional. It may relate to her husband's death, or may be not.
Anyway, i can never be "Single" again.
Sunday, May 29, 2005
Thursday, May 26, 2005
I have a bad feeling about this
Summary of what happen to me lately........it also explain why i didnt blog these days.....
May 19
Sick leave bcos of fever & bad cough
May 20
Still have fever but come back working until 9:00pm, very angry with husband on that nite, cannot sleep until 4:00a.m.
May 21
No need to work but fever continue, bad cough & headache. Bcos still angry with him, go & watch "Star War" alone at nite. I vomited on the train that made me 20 mins late for the movie.
Anyway, the movie is very impressive.
May 22
Just had a hair cut, it's too short again.
May 23
After these days of sickness, i feel i gain much weight bcos of the medicine.
May 24
I dont know what i m going on that day, still sick
May 25
Sick leave in the morning
May 26
Feeling better now........OT now
May 19
Sick leave bcos of fever & bad cough
May 20
Still have fever but come back working until 9:00pm, very angry with husband on that nite, cannot sleep until 4:00a.m.
May 21
No need to work but fever continue, bad cough & headache. Bcos still angry with him, go & watch "Star War" alone at nite. I vomited on the train that made me 20 mins late for the movie.
Anyway, the movie is very impressive.
May 22
Just had a hair cut, it's too short again.
May 23
After these days of sickness, i feel i gain much weight bcos of the medicine.
May 24
I dont know what i m going on that day, still sick
May 25
Sick leave in the morning
May 26
Feeling better now........OT now
Friday, May 20, 2005
Re: EROS
"The hand" is my favorite one out of the three stories. It talked about sex & love in the aspect of desire & fantasy. No sex scene but it can arouse your sex feeling.
The story is also the most explicit one.......simple & direct. I like it more than 2046. i only have 2 doubts: (1) Is it part of the story of 2046? .....I guess not, bcos they call her "華小姐" instead of "蘇麗珍". Of cos u can say she's not using her real name........anyway, i dont want to make things too complicated. (2) Did she die at the end? I guess she died ......if she recovered and has a better life.....張先生will not be that sad.
An article said Wong likes to talk about distance between people. I agree. In this story, 華小姐 is a VIP customer of 張先生, this is their distance. After she "granted" him the pleasure, she's like a godness in his mind. She has many rich admirers, but he's just a tailor, he never thinks he can reach her. This is another kind of distance. Their distance is closer when her life is getting miserable. But before they can start, her life end.
Most of Wong's movies have sad endings.......may be this is his style, may be he wants audience to remember his movie more. I discover that people tend to be more impressed with sad ending (at least myself....when watching comedy, i will laugh, but i rarely laugh twice; For sad movies, i can cry every time i watch them).
We always remember sad things more & the people who hurt us..........
p.s. writing this diary at office, with fever, headache, sore throat, sore ears, extreme cough, tired body........
The story is also the most explicit one.......simple & direct. I like it more than 2046. i only have 2 doubts: (1) Is it part of the story of 2046? .....I guess not, bcos they call her "華小姐" instead of "蘇麗珍". Of cos u can say she's not using her real name........anyway, i dont want to make things too complicated. (2) Did she die at the end? I guess she died ......if she recovered and has a better life.....張先生will not be that sad.
An article said Wong likes to talk about distance between people. I agree. In this story, 華小姐 is a VIP customer of 張先生, this is their distance. After she "granted" him the pleasure, she's like a godness in his mind. She has many rich admirers, but he's just a tailor, he never thinks he can reach her. This is another kind of distance. Their distance is closer when her life is getting miserable. But before they can start, her life end.
Most of Wong's movies have sad endings.......may be this is his style, may be he wants audience to remember his movie more. I discover that people tend to be more impressed with sad ending (at least myself....when watching comedy, i will laugh, but i rarely laugh twice; For sad movies, i can cry every time i watch them).
We always remember sad things more & the people who hurt us..........
p.s. writing this diary at office, with fever, headache, sore throat, sore ears, extreme cough, tired body........
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
10 Major Changes over 10 years
1. 98 lbs to 112 lbs
2. Single to Married
3. 0 lover to 6 lovers
4. Shy& passive to Talkative & active
5. Hate foul languages to Speak foul language quite often
6. Like Classical to Like Taiwanese pop songs
7. Hate yellow to Like yellow
8. Like Hello Kitty to Like Miffy
9. Good friends are girls to Good friends are guys
10. Pimples on face to No pimples but 2 wrinkles on neck
2. Single to Married
3. 0 lover to 6 lovers
4. Shy& passive to Talkative & active
5. Hate foul languages to Speak foul language quite often
6. Like Classical to Like Taiwanese pop songs
7. Hate yellow to Like yellow
8. Like Hello Kitty to Like Miffy
9. Good friends are girls to Good friends are guys
10. Pimples on face to No pimples but 2 wrinkles on neck
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Re: Death
Death is so close to us.....so close that u cannot even aware of it.
My husband's grandpa passed away yesterday. The doctor already told us that he will die soon....but we dont expect it comes that fast. He's a lonely oldman, no one like him.
Although i only met him three times, i felt sad about it.
This is the 1st time i will be in the family side in a funeral.
My husband's grandpa passed away yesterday. The doctor already told us that he will die soon....but we dont expect it comes that fast. He's a lonely oldman, no one like him.
Although i only met him three times, i felt sad about it.
This is the 1st time i will be in the family side in a funeral.
Friday, May 6, 2005
Re: Junk mails
E-mails that i will delete immediately after i read the topic......
Fwd: Fw: 測驗你的年齡.......超厲害！
Fwd: 真愛是健康的良藥
Fwd: 人們... 總習慣用自己的角度去看事情
Fwd: Fwd: 故事很短，但卻很動人！
Fwd: Fw: 肝癌的最新發現! 早點睡覺
Fwd: Fw: 吵架該是一種溝通,不該以傷害為目的
Fwd: 長今 Fans...
Your document
Your music
Two Legs Dog
Fwd: Fw: 測驗你的年齡.......超厲害！
Fwd: 真愛是健康的良藥
Fwd: 人們... 總習慣用自己的角度去看事情
Fwd: Fwd: 故事很短，但卻很動人！
Fwd: Fw: 肝癌的最新發現! 早點睡覺
Fwd: Fw: 吵架該是一種溝通,不該以傷害為目的
Fwd: 長今 Fans...
Your document
Your music
Two Legs Dog
Sunday, May 1, 2005
My favorite K-song (1)
<破曉>
曲：Dick Lee 詞：周禮茂 編：
遺棄的聲音又響起了 遺棄的感覺偏剩下多少
不聽 不觸摸 不痛楚
懶看 懶記憶 懶問我
今天得到的叫什麼 管不了
天亦天天的了 地 天天的了 心也未能料
我已再不渺小 讓昨天一朝了 或者
某月某日某宵 我倦了
人有幾多天拾起改變 人有幾多次堅定的向著前
一天清一天風雨飄 似了似了不了地了
他朝得到的總是小 不緊要
天亦天天的了 地天天的了 心也未能料
我已再不渺小 讓昨天一朝了
或者 某月某日某宵 我倦了
心亦天天的了 夢天天的了 雖也未能料
但是我的決心沒有點滴動搖
或者 某月某日某宵
曲：Dick Lee 詞：周禮茂 編：
遺棄的聲音又響起了 遺棄的感覺偏剩下多少
不聽 不觸摸 不痛楚
懶看 懶記憶 懶問我
今天得到的叫什麼 管不了
天亦天天的了 地 天天的了 心也未能料
我已再不渺小 讓昨天一朝了 或者
某月某日某宵 我倦了
人有幾多天拾起改變 人有幾多次堅定的向著前
一天清一天風雨飄 似了似了不了地了
他朝得到的總是小 不緊要
天亦天天的了 地天天的了 心也未能料
我已再不渺小 讓昨天一朝了
或者 某月某日某宵 我倦了
心亦天天的了 夢天天的了 雖也未能料
但是我的決心沒有點滴動搖
或者 某月某日某宵
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Summer, Autumn, Rain
I used to like summer a lot bcos of summer vacation. I also like the clear blue sky, sexy clothes & dresses........ summer gives me a feeling of forever youth. My love story mostly began in summer.
After I worked, i prefer Autumn. Bcos high air pressure prevails, the sky is always clear. I like to look at the sky without clouds, i can feel that the sky is so close to me. At nite, i can open the window and feel the cool autumn breeze.
Today, outside is raining. I was sitting in office, cleaning papers on my desk. I suddenly have the thought to go to the beach, just sit & walk, watch the sea, watch the rain, and listen to the songs about rains.
Yeah, i m going to create 3 ipod playlists, with all songs about rain, autumn & summer :)
After I worked, i prefer Autumn. Bcos high air pressure prevails, the sky is always clear. I like to look at the sky without clouds, i can feel that the sky is so close to me. At nite, i can open the window and feel the cool autumn breeze.
Today, outside is raining. I was sitting in office, cleaning papers on my desk. I suddenly have the thought to go to the beach, just sit & walk, watch the sea, watch the rain, and listen to the songs about rains.
Yeah, i m going to create 3 ipod playlists, with all songs about rain, autumn & summer :)
Friday, April 22, 2005
不想回家 - 容祖兒
曲：謝霆鋒 詞：陳淪
跟著心 跟著你 來到這
像一個 小女生 小心翼翼
因為愛 因為你 我擁有秘密
刮點風 下點雨 也算甜蜜
一把傘 兩顆心 靠得很近
因為愛 因為你 等待也比較容易
寫信聊天喝茶 日子容易打發
只是想念你的種子仍在發芽
我在隱瞞愛的時差 留長我的頭髮
盡力不想讓你牽掛
有你的溫柔擁抱 我迷路不想回家
想要多跟你聊天說話
我好想試試我的方法 勇敢自己回家
黑暗中 發現我的慌張害怕 那麼傻
有你的肩膀依靠 我迷路不想回家
想問你永恆如何到達
用你的目光代替回答
一路陪我回家淚光中
發現愛是無聲方法 不需講
跟著心 跟著你 來到這
像一個 小女生 小心翼翼
因為愛 因為你 我擁有秘密
刮點風 下點雨 也算甜蜜
一把傘 兩顆心 靠得很近
因為愛 因為你 等待也比較容易
寫信聊天喝茶 日子容易打發
只是想念你的種子仍在發芽
我在隱瞞愛的時差 留長我的頭髮
盡力不想讓你牽掛
有你的溫柔擁抱 我迷路不想回家
想要多跟你聊天說話
我好想試試我的方法 勇敢自己回家
黑暗中 發現我的慌張害怕 那麼傻
有你的肩膀依靠 我迷路不想回家
想問你永恆如何到達
用你的目光代替回答
一路陪我回家淚光中
發現愛是無聲方法 不需講
Sunday, April 17, 2005
花占卜
金鏈花 (Golden Chain)
花語 : 孤獨之美
花占卜 : 您外表聰明伶俐、沉實冷靜，屬於進取的知性型的人。您不愛嘩眾取寵，有自己的處事原則。您不能容忍不忠的愛情，對愛情比較挑剔，所以您的戀愛史不多，但您樂於享受單身的生活。
花箴言 : 「寧為玉碎，不為瓦存」是您對感情的看法。
花語 : 孤獨之美
花占卜 : 您外表聰明伶俐、沉實冷靜，屬於進取的知性型的人。您不愛嘩眾取寵，有自己的處事原則。您不能容忍不忠的愛情，對愛情比較挑剔，所以您的戀愛史不多，但您樂於享受單身的生活。
花箴言 : 「寧為玉碎，不為瓦存」是您對感情的看法。
Friday, April 15, 2005
不想獨自快樂
曲：黃尚偉 詞：梁芷珊 編：黃尚偉
從不懂得藉故親近 臉上或許太深沉
我一個人沉溺孤單的氣氛
從不懂得應對追問 自問沒打開我心
活在人煙中 獨我是我知音
*陽光 黃昏 使我興奮
從不關心 誰人明白我心*
#我只孤單一個過活 望向天邊多遼闊
我放任自負 懶理會某君不喜歡
但我不想一個快樂 是我過去不自覺
盼望能伴著你 還分享我感覺#
誰不懂得世故審慎 夜靜後不再傷神
我一個人 難得輕鬆的氣氛
繁囂的都市太空泛 活在迷失空氣間
沒共誰分擔 獨個習慣孤單
Repeat*##
單身時會覺得寂寞
但自從拍拖後, 原來可以更寂寞
從不懂得藉故親近 臉上或許太深沉
我一個人沉溺孤單的氣氛
從不懂得應對追問 自問沒打開我心
活在人煙中 獨我是我知音
*陽光 黃昏 使我興奮
從不關心 誰人明白我心*
#我只孤單一個過活 望向天邊多遼闊
我放任自負 懶理會某君不喜歡
但我不想一個快樂 是我過去不自覺
盼望能伴著你 還分享我感覺#
誰不懂得世故審慎 夜靜後不再傷神
我一個人 難得輕鬆的氣氛
繁囂的都市太空泛 活在迷失空氣間
沒共誰分擔 獨個習慣孤單
Repeat*##
單身時會覺得寂寞
但自從拍拖後, 原來可以更寂寞
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
What color are you?
Take the quiz: "What color are you?"
Yellow
Your color is yellow. You are very happy and optomistic, but smart and clever as well... You are a very funny person, and people love you... You are rarely anything but happy, and know well how to cheer people up.
well..........i used to like pink and hate yellow a lot. I start to like yellow when i start to like Miffy. Now........my favorite color is purple. Color i hate most is brown. Most of the time....i wear black, green, orange or pink....i think i look quite good wearing these colors....
Yellow
Your color is yellow. You are very happy and optomistic, but smart and clever as well... You are a very funny person, and people love you... You are rarely anything but happy, and know well how to cheer people up.
well..........i used to like pink and hate yellow a lot. I start to like yellow when i start to like Miffy. Now........my favorite color is purple. Color i hate most is brown. Most of the time....i wear black, green, orange or pink....i think i look quite good wearing these colors....
早晨 - 林憶蓮
Now it's the morning of April 13, but outside is dark, i consider it as NIGHT.
i m going to sleep....before i do so, i feel like to listen to 早晨.....
i want to fall into the mood of this song....sweet...relax....warm....telling u that next day is a good new day
It's a good song to hear before u sleep
曲：C.Santana/C.Thompson 詞：潘源良 編：Richard Yuen
仍是昨夜的清風 滲於四周
仍是這樣輕的手 貼於我手
在那窗紗盡頭 隨著軟風晨光透
燃亮著在桌上 沒喝完的酒
夢也片刻逗留 才幻化癡情一縷
到此方知酒醒 而熱愛仍舊
仍是昨夜的溫馨 彷彿永久
仍是灼熱的相擁 誰理時候
在這小小地球 緣份到底難猜透
原來但願你能 伴我便足夠
共你這麼自由 甜蜜笑聲常擁有
那管天光天黑 仍緊握你手
i m going to sleep....before i do so, i feel like to listen to 早晨.....
i want to fall into the mood of this song....sweet...relax....warm....telling u that next day is a good new day
It's a good song to hear before u sleep
曲：C.Santana/C.Thompson 詞：潘源良 編：Richard Yuen
仍是昨夜的清風 滲於四周
仍是這樣輕的手 貼於我手
在那窗紗盡頭 隨著軟風晨光透
燃亮著在桌上 沒喝完的酒
夢也片刻逗留 才幻化癡情一縷
到此方知酒醒 而熱愛仍舊
仍是昨夜的溫馨 彷彿永久
仍是灼熱的相擁 誰理時候
在這小小地球 緣份到底難猜透
原來但願你能 伴我便足夠
共你這麼自由 甜蜜笑聲常擁有
那管天光天黑 仍緊握你手
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
最熟悉的陌生人 - 蕭亞軒
曲：柯肇雷 詞：姚謙
還記得嗎 窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你還記得嗎 是愛讓彼此把夜點亮
為何後來我們 用沉默替代依賴
曾經朗朗星空 漸漸陰霾心碎離開
轉身回到最初荒涼裡等待
為了寂寞 是否找個人填心中空白
我們變成了世上 最熟悉的陌生人
今後各自曲折 各自悲哀
只怪我們愛得那麼洶湧 愛得那麼深
於是夢醒了 擱淺了 沉默了 揮手了 卻回不了神
如果當初在交會時能忍住了 激動的靈魂
也許今夜我不會讓自己在思念裡 沉淪
我們變成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今後各自曲折 各自悲哀
還記得嗎 窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你還記得嗎 是愛讓彼此把夜點亮
為何後來我們 用沉默替代依賴
曾經朗朗星空 漸漸陰霾心碎離開
轉身回到最初荒涼裡等待
為了寂寞 是否找個人填心中空白
我們變成了世上 最熟悉的陌生人
今後各自曲折 各自悲哀
只怪我們愛得那麼洶湧 愛得那麼深
於是夢醒了 擱淺了 沉默了 揮手了 卻回不了神
如果當初在交會時能忍住了 激動的靈魂
也許今夜我不會讓自己在思念裡 沉淪
我們變成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今後各自曲折 各自悲哀
Sunday, April 10, 2005
黄昏的風景
昨天黄昏坐車經過何文田忠孝街, 覺得從那裡居高臨下所看的風景會很漂亮
後來車子駛經愛民邨嘉民樓, 看見一株很像櫻花的樹, 零星落索的花有一種蕭條的風韻
沒有照像機的我, 剎那間希望眼晴可變成快門, 一眨眼就可以拍下所有喜歡的風景(最好回家後一碰電腦就可變成數碼照片)
人心留不住, 良辰可遇不可求,最終只能在回憶裡翻來覆去的看
至少.........希望能把美景留在照片中 (如可錄下風和香氣就好了......會有這樣的一天嗎?)
後來車子駛經愛民邨嘉民樓, 看見一株很像櫻花的樹, 零星落索的花有一種蕭條的風韻
沒有照像機的我, 剎那間希望眼晴可變成快門, 一眨眼就可以拍下所有喜歡的風景(最好回家後一碰電腦就可變成數碼照片)
人心留不住, 良辰可遇不可求,最終只能在回憶裡翻來覆去的看
至少.........希望能把美景留在照片中 (如可錄下風和香氣就好了......會有這樣的一天嗎?)
10年
看G寫的日記, 像看着10年前的自己
原來所有的人與事, 在時間的洪流裡, 會逐漸變得微不足道
如果可以穿梭時空, 我希望見見10年前的自己, 再和10年後的自己促膝詳談, 不知10年後的我能否稱得上“徐娘半老, 風韻猶存”? 哈!
原來所有的人與事, 在時間的洪流裡, 會逐漸變得微不足道
如果可以穿梭時空, 我希望見見10年前的自己, 再和10年後的自己促膝詳談, 不知10年後的我能否稱得上“徐娘半老, 風韻猶存”? 哈!
Friday, April 8, 2005
煩
Have to go to Central library w/ my friend tonite for her phonetics assignment. I forgot everything about phonetics but she insists me to go with her bcos i studied linguistics before....
ai.... 好煩
Today i m not in the mood for everything....talk...eat...work....etc.
ai.... 好煩
Today i m not in the mood for everything....talk...eat...work....etc.
Wednesday, April 6, 2005
After Easter Holidays
spent my easter holidays in bangkok & pattaya, arrived HK at 12:00a.m. on Mar 29 but i have to work next day...i cannot take leave bcos of the conference. 13 people coming....i was kept busy and of cos extremely exhausted until now.
my bday is coming soon, friends start to date me for dinner. I have no feeling to celebrate the date that i come to this world. The only function of bday has become an "excuse" for our gathering now. Since long time ago i already asked my friends not to buy bday gifts for me so i dont need to do the same. They agreed at once. We are all getting lazy.....
What big things happen lately le........? ......My brother just had a girlfriend. I m very happy for him, almost want to cry. He's always a burden to me.....or to my family. He's a good boy, 2 years younger than me. But he's not smart, not mature, poor academic results....we always afraid that he cannot take care of himself. He's studying now.....i still need to do homework for him bcos his English is not good. Oh, i promise to translate the article for him and the deadline is tomorrow. I should stop writing diary and do his homework now.
p.s. (1) Today is my 1st bf's bday. I remember the date, but i dont love him anymore. I always afraid that i cannot forget him in the rest of my life. Thanks god, i finally forgot.
p.s. (2) My ex- (another one) called today. He's my best friend's lover when i knew him but it seems that he's one of her ex- now...wow....so complicated. I remembered we have happy time. But i have lost the feeling. Am i cold-blooded? Most men said they will love their girls forever.
i think i can forget bcos they are not good enough, i "leave" them bcos they are not good to me....and later on....i meet new & better ones. Sometimes u miss the past a lot bcos you are not happy w/ ur present situation.
my bday is coming soon, friends start to date me for dinner. I have no feeling to celebrate the date that i come to this world. The only function of bday has become an "excuse" for our gathering now. Since long time ago i already asked my friends not to buy bday gifts for me so i dont need to do the same. They agreed at once. We are all getting lazy.....
What big things happen lately le........? ......My brother just had a girlfriend. I m very happy for him, almost want to cry. He's always a burden to me.....or to my family. He's a good boy, 2 years younger than me. But he's not smart, not mature, poor academic results....we always afraid that he cannot take care of himself. He's studying now.....i still need to do homework for him bcos his English is not good. Oh, i promise to translate the article for him and the deadline is tomorrow. I should stop writing diary and do his homework now.
p.s. (1) Today is my 1st bf's bday. I remember the date, but i dont love him anymore. I always afraid that i cannot forget him in the rest of my life. Thanks god, i finally forgot.
p.s. (2) My ex- (another one) called today. He's my best friend's lover when i knew him but it seems that he's one of her ex- now...wow....so complicated. I remembered we have happy time. But i have lost the feeling. Am i cold-blooded? Most men said they will love their girls forever.
i think i can forget bcos they are not good enough, i "leave" them bcos they are not good to me....and later on....i meet new & better ones. Sometimes u miss the past a lot bcos you are not happy w/ ur present situation.
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Cell Phone
There are times that i dont want to carry my cell phone. I hope no one can find me and i can be really alone. Cell phone is convenient, people can reach me easily, people can also annoy me easily. Since 8:45a.m. this morning i have been receiving 4 calls without tel no. and the other side hang up when i start to say hi. I can predict that i will receive more calls like this today. Who will do this? My ex? My enemies (I dont have obvious enemies wor)? I shall not be annoyed or pissed off, i cannot let people upset my mood easily, especially people i hate. (I dont know who's doing this, but only disgusting bad people will do this)
Friday, March 18, 2005
梁詠琪 <同班同學>
曲：梁詠琪 詞：陳少琪 編：張人傑
想到當年事 告別母校時
我們立志 鬥快講聲 我願意
親愛的同學 你又說心事
男伴總是失望離去 無法相依
想我給提示 怎可速成美事
其實我也每天邊走邊學世事
明明身心經已重傷 扮皮外傷 笑著博他去鼓掌
愛需要合唱 太過剛強 他不會留低欣賞
明明所得不太理想 為人著想 傷心都顧全漂亮
改善了賣相 認清方向
免得變成了他身邊其中一個敗將
講到感情事 似是個生字
誰又因為選擇名次 才去開始
當我想名字 加添他人姓氏
難受我也要知 相戀的大意義
I dont like Gi Gi Leung. But this song gives me some feeling today.
想到當年事 告別母校時
我們立志 鬥快講聲 我願意
親愛的同學 你又說心事
男伴總是失望離去 無法相依
想我給提示 怎可速成美事
其實我也每天邊走邊學世事
明明身心經已重傷 扮皮外傷 笑著博他去鼓掌
愛需要合唱 太過剛強 他不會留低欣賞
明明所得不太理想 為人著想 傷心都顧全漂亮
改善了賣相 認清方向
免得變成了他身邊其中一個敗將
講到感情事 似是個生字
誰又因為選擇名次 才去開始
當我想名字 加添他人姓氏
難受我也要知 相戀的大意義
I dont like Gi Gi Leung. But this song gives me some feeling today.
Affair
these days i m quite confused & tired - mentally & physically.
i suspect that he's going to have an affair with her. I know that he still loves me more, i m important to him, but he also like that gal. Like the difference between u have the thought of killing someone Vs the fact that u have killed someone. I thought of not telling him that i knew until i collected more evidence. But this is not right. We all know police's responsibility is to catch theif, but they also have the responsibility to prevent theft. If police suspect someone is going to commit a crime, he cannot wait and do nothing until it happened.
To my surprise, he denies everything. I thought he will admit that he dated her for lunch but they have nothing, he lied bcos he afraid i will be unhappy. Frankly, i dont mind he dated the gal who likes him, i believe M+F can be just friendship. By the way, i m his 1st gf, i dont think i will be the only one he loves in the rest of his life.....i know he would be attracted by other gals. But i just dont like him lying even the evidence is so obvious and even i told him that i dont mind. May be since then he will play more clever.....more difficult for me to find out.....if he can never let me know....this is ok.
No matter what he said, no matter what he did.......he's guilty in my mind. To some extent, it makes me feel better......bcos i m less guilty to him now. Sometimes i wish i m not that clever & sensitive to people's feeling. It reminded me the incident happened almost 8 years ago....my feeling tells me sth wrong but i still trust him. Since then, i dont trust anyone, i only trust myself.
Wounds will recover, but scar is forever.
i suspect that he's going to have an affair with her. I know that he still loves me more, i m important to him, but he also like that gal. Like the difference between u have the thought of killing someone Vs the fact that u have killed someone. I thought of not telling him that i knew until i collected more evidence. But this is not right. We all know police's responsibility is to catch theif, but they also have the responsibility to prevent theft. If police suspect someone is going to commit a crime, he cannot wait and do nothing until it happened.
To my surprise, he denies everything. I thought he will admit that he dated her for lunch but they have nothing, he lied bcos he afraid i will be unhappy. Frankly, i dont mind he dated the gal who likes him, i believe M+F can be just friendship. By the way, i m his 1st gf, i dont think i will be the only one he loves in the rest of his life.....i know he would be attracted by other gals. But i just dont like him lying even the evidence is so obvious and even i told him that i dont mind. May be since then he will play more clever.....more difficult for me to find out.....if he can never let me know....this is ok.
No matter what he said, no matter what he did.......he's guilty in my mind. To some extent, it makes me feel better......bcos i m less guilty to him now. Sometimes i wish i m not that clever & sensitive to people's feeling. It reminded me the incident happened almost 8 years ago....my feeling tells me sth wrong but i still trust him. Since then, i dont trust anyone, i only trust myself.
Wounds will recover, but scar is forever.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
陳綺貞 <表面的和平>
我已無所謂你說什麼都對
當我已經變成了你零碎的世界
終於又體會 我自己在沉澱
讓我回到過去 不再為你而分裂
我竟然如此執著於星座配對
但是對我們的感覺 我比誰都要強烈
我曾經仔細聽 你說的大道理
我曾經認識你 像小孩的任性
曾經認真反省 不唱昨日的歌曲
小心不跌入你流失的回憶
終於有機會 讓自己再沉澱讓
我回到過去毫無恐懼的職業
是你太鬆懈 還是我一向太尖銳
當你不止一次脫口而出才是對別人的稱謂
我曾經仔細聽 你說的大道理
曾經小心翼翼 維持表面的和平
曾經認真反省 不唱昨日的歌曲
小心不跌入你流失的回憶
當我已經變成了你零碎的世界
終於又體會 我自己在沉澱
讓我回到過去 不再為你而分裂
我竟然如此執著於星座配對
但是對我們的感覺 我比誰都要強烈
我曾經仔細聽 你說的大道理
我曾經認識你 像小孩的任性
曾經認真反省 不唱昨日的歌曲
小心不跌入你流失的回憶
終於有機會 讓自己再沉澱讓
我回到過去毫無恐懼的職業
是你太鬆懈 還是我一向太尖銳
當你不止一次脫口而出才是對別人的稱謂
我曾經仔細聽 你說的大道理
曾經小心翼翼 維持表面的和平
曾經認真反省 不唱昨日的歌曲
小心不跌入你流失的回憶
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
郭小霖 <一些事一些情>
曲：郭小霖 詞：林振強 編：郭小霖
當深夜滲在難得午夜裡 朦朧的宇宙在沉睡
喜歡獨個隨回憶遠蕩去 從前雖已是靜如水
沿途望望舊日散聚 仍然靜靜掉下眼淚
即使這樣是無須
其實許多東西早應已記不起 根本不應這樣令人回味
難道世界有些東西永遠不死 還是這個我未懂得放低你
當生活似是難知錯或對 繁忙的歲月令人疲累
只好夜半隨回憶遠蕩去 行離使我落漠人堆
然而舊日越是美麗 停留越望便越歎喟
偏偏我自願留低
Huh huh 原諒我一再想你 huh huh原諒我再度記起
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Memories......sometimes u dont want to have it, bcos it hurts.
But it's the the proof of life, everyone should have it to make ur life completed.
當深夜滲在難得午夜裡 朦朧的宇宙在沉睡
喜歡獨個隨回憶遠蕩去 從前雖已是靜如水
沿途望望舊日散聚 仍然靜靜掉下眼淚
即使這樣是無須
其實許多東西早應已記不起 根本不應這樣令人回味
難道世界有些東西永遠不死 還是這個我未懂得放低你
當生活似是難知錯或對 繁忙的歲月令人疲累
只好夜半隨回憶遠蕩去 行離使我落漠人堆
然而舊日越是美麗 停留越望便越歎喟
偏偏我自願留低
Huh huh 原諒我一再想你 huh huh原諒我再度記起
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Memories......sometimes u dont want to have it, bcos it hurts.
But it's the the proof of life, everyone should have it to make ur life completed.
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
梁靜茹 <我都知道>
愛上你不受局限 原來我心裡也有某些狂野
就像擺脫了一切 兩個人光腳奔跑在曠野
我錯過 我瞭解 跳下愛情不該想先保險
越難猜 越特別 抱著夏天不該想像秋天
吻要閉上眼睛感覺 能帶我飛也讓我流淚我都要
你知道 就算我們不說謊言但心偶爾還是會斷線
我知道 都知道 我們專心愛幾秒 好不好
浪漫像魔術表演 明明是虛幻 卻逼真的沒人能發現
就算吵得再激烈 馬上又被你抱緊在胸前
我錯過 我瞭解 跳下愛情不該想先保險
越難猜 越特別 抱著夏天不該想像秋天
就像擺脫了一切 兩個人光腳奔跑在曠野
我錯過 我瞭解 跳下愛情不該想先保險
越難猜 越特別 抱著夏天不該想像秋天
吻要閉上眼睛感覺 能帶我飛也讓我流淚我都要
你知道 就算我們不說謊言但心偶爾還是會斷線
我知道 都知道 我們專心愛幾秒 好不好
浪漫像魔術表演 明明是虛幻 卻逼真的沒人能發現
就算吵得再激烈 馬上又被你抱緊在胸前
我錯過 我瞭解 跳下愛情不該想先保險
越難猜 越特別 抱著夏天不該想像秋天
Monday, March 14, 2005
梁靜茹 <接受>
彷彿上一分鐘 你還陪在我左右
還以為我們會開花結果 我還記得玫瑰色天空
卻模糊了我們的臉孔 哼過的歌到底有什麼內容
彷彿已經自由 下一刻我變成風
吹過你的領空 差點失控
回憶在夜裡鬧得很凶 我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想讓你知道我懂 卻擔心言不由衷
我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 在愛情裡分不了輕重
誠實得過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走
愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感動 能記得多久
還以為我們會開花結果 我還記得玫瑰色天空
卻模糊了我們的臉孔 哼過的歌到底有什麼內容
彷彿已經自由 下一刻我變成風
吹過你的領空 差點失控
回憶在夜裡鬧得很凶 我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想讓你知道我懂 卻擔心言不由衷
我們都接受 一定是彼此不夠成熟 在愛情裡分不了輕重
誠實得過了頭 不能退後也無法向前走
愛是一個自私的念頭 把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感動 能記得多久
Friday, March 11, 2005
Getting old
Boss's trip is shortened. He will come back 1 week earlier! That means i have to finish my filing and old tasks in 2 days.
I quite like filing, i can listen to music and do it simultaneously. And those papers wont talk. There are times that my phone keep ringing, that means i keep talking ; I dont like to talk a lot bcos that will make my throat sores. Taurus has bad throat, this is true. Besides, talking means i cannot concentrate on e-mails / my paper work, which is 60% of my daily job. I hate cold calls from salesperson or what they call follow up calls.......they will keep talking even i said i m busy, i m going to have a meeting....i receive such calls at least 5 times per day. Have to finish 2 minutes today. Sometimes i wonder if people will spend time to read this shit. Like i was copied in the daily warehouse status report but i never read it. I want to tell our manager not to copy me, i dont want to click my mouse twice (1. Open 2. Delete)
He got sick, with slight fever. That's why he didnt hug me or kiss me at nite. I m not sick, but i got the symptoms of getting sick.....e.g. tired, headache, feel dizzy, cough sometimes.
Read the diaries of 18-20 youngsters. I feel they are in another world to me......so far away. What they are facing & what they like are totally different from me. When i was studying in HKU, my friends introduced David Tao to me, he's still new at that time, but now, he has bcom a very popular singer & composer.
I m confident that we will look like the same age if we wear the same clothes and stand together as long as no bikini and no close up shots. I can like what they like to make myself young, trendy or at least "not outdated". But is that important? Being young is not equivalent to being stupid. I sing Twins songs, but i dont like them. Anyone who is pretty & cute can be twins. Hip Hop is too noisy for me. I never like it even i m 18 22. I m getting old every sec, every min, time wont stop for me. Whatever........ life still goes on.
I quite like filing, i can listen to music and do it simultaneously. And those papers wont talk. There are times that my phone keep ringing, that means i keep talking ; I dont like to talk a lot bcos that will make my throat sores. Taurus has bad throat, this is true. Besides, talking means i cannot concentrate on e-mails / my paper work, which is 60% of my daily job. I hate cold calls from salesperson or what they call follow up calls.......they will keep talking even i said i m busy, i m going to have a meeting....i receive such calls at least 5 times per day. Have to finish 2 minutes today. Sometimes i wonder if people will spend time to read this shit. Like i was copied in the daily warehouse status report but i never read it. I want to tell our manager not to copy me, i dont want to click my mouse twice (1. Open 2. Delete)
He got sick, with slight fever. That's why he didnt hug me or kiss me at nite. I m not sick, but i got the symptoms of getting sick.....e.g. tired, headache, feel dizzy, cough sometimes.
Read the diaries of 18-20 youngsters. I feel they are in another world to me......so far away. What they are facing & what they like are totally different from me. When i was studying in HKU, my friends introduced David Tao to me, he's still new at that time, but now, he has bcom a very popular singer & composer.
I m confident that we will look like the same age if we wear the same clothes and stand together as long as no bikini and no close up shots. I can like what they like to make myself young, trendy or at least "not outdated". But is that important? Being young is not equivalent to being stupid. I sing Twins songs, but i dont like them. Anyone who is pretty & cute can be twins. Hip Hop is too noisy for me. I never like it even i m 18 22. I m getting old every sec, every min, time wont stop for me. Whatever........ life still goes on.
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Insomnia
Cheer said she hates insomnia.
I hate feeling sleepy and tired at work. Havent experienced insomnia for a long time.......when ur too tired, too tired that u cannot think any after u lie on bed.......then u can sleep easily.
I hate feeling sleepy and tired at work. Havent experienced insomnia for a long time.......when ur too tired, too tired that u cannot think any after u lie on bed.......then u can sleep easily.
Tuesday, March 8, 2005
太聰明
曲詞：陳綺貞
我總以為你一般難懂的我
在你瞭解了以後 其實也沒什麼
我總是忽冷又忽熱 隱藏我的感受
只是怕愛你的心被你看透
猜的沒錯想得太多 不會有結果
被你看穿了以後 我更無處可躲
我開始後悔不應該太聰明的賣弄
只是怕親手將我的真心葬送
我猜中你的心 也差一點距離
遙遠的距離都是因為太過聰明
我猜中你的心 要再一次決定 緩慢的思緒都是因為太想靠近你
I want to write sth about After Dark & about the exhibition i have been to yesterday. I want to write them in chinese, but i dont know how to type chinese. What can i do? Post lyrics again. This song didnt impress me a lot until i have been to Cheer's concert & read the lyrics. Of cos now i like it la......to some extent i think the lyrics is writing about me :P
我總以為你一般難懂的我
在你瞭解了以後 其實也沒什麼
我總是忽冷又忽熱 隱藏我的感受
只是怕愛你的心被你看透
猜的沒錯想得太多 不會有結果
被你看穿了以後 我更無處可躲
我開始後悔不應該太聰明的賣弄
只是怕親手將我的真心葬送
我猜中你的心 也差一點距離
遙遠的距離都是因為太過聰明
我猜中你的心 要再一次決定 緩慢的思緒都是因為太想靠近你
I want to write sth about After Dark & about the exhibition i have been to yesterday. I want to write them in chinese, but i dont know how to type chinese. What can i do? Post lyrics again. This song didnt impress me a lot until i have been to Cheer's concert & read the lyrics. Of cos now i like it la......to some extent i think the lyrics is writing about me :P
Monday, March 7, 2005
Milk Tea
I found myself addicted to milk tea long time ago. I want to get rid of it bcos i know it's one of the major reasons of my increasing weight. By the way, it has no value except the great taste makes me happy. (But my weight makes me very unhappy)
One day, i think of a very clever method.......i drink lemon tea whenever i want to drink milk tea, I buy a lot of lemon tea at office & at my home. That seems to work in the beginning, but now it turns out i have to drink milk tea & lemon tea everyday.....i m creating new problem!!
But the good news is i lost interest to Potato Chips lately, i guess it's bcos i have been eating too much.
One day, i think of a very clever method.......i drink lemon tea whenever i want to drink milk tea, I buy a lot of lemon tea at office & at my home. That seems to work in the beginning, but now it turns out i have to drink milk tea & lemon tea everyday.....i m creating new problem!!
But the good news is i lost interest to Potato Chips lately, i guess it's bcos i have been eating too much.
Friday, March 4, 2005
80%完美的日子
詞曲:陳綺貞
我捕捉精采的畫面
可是一閉上眼 顏色就褪掉了
我穿上最舒適的t-shirt
可是一脫下來 身體都僵硬了
我選擇我最想要的
可是一個人呢 反而笑開了
我丟棄對我最好的
可是一關上燈 全部都回來了
直到有一天 我徹底昏睡了
我太累了 我放開了
直到有一天 我失去了
太狼狽了 眼淚掉下來了
當你快樂的時候, 會想掃興的事
當你得到最想要的, 你會開始害怕失去
還有....追求理想, 有時是很累的
自升上 F.4,所有功課考試都再沒有 100分, 最高只有80分
是否意味著"完美"是永遠不會實現?
(Give up typing chinese, time to leave office.....)
May be I did have 100% perfect days before, when i will be satisfied with a bottle of milk and when the teacher will give u 100 for the homework / test, bcos the answers are mostly straightforward. May be at that time I m simple, i dont think too much, I dont understand the reality, i have not been disappointed. When i grow up, things get complicated, i m getting more difficult to be pleased. My fault? Society's fault?
我捕捉精采的畫面
可是一閉上眼 顏色就褪掉了
我穿上最舒適的t-shirt
可是一脫下來 身體都僵硬了
我選擇我最想要的
可是一個人呢 反而笑開了
我丟棄對我最好的
可是一關上燈 全部都回來了
直到有一天 我徹底昏睡了
我太累了 我放開了
直到有一天 我失去了
太狼狽了 眼淚掉下來了
當你快樂的時候, 會想掃興的事
當你得到最想要的, 你會開始害怕失去
還有....追求理想, 有時是很累的
自升上 F.4,所有功課考試都再沒有 100分, 最高只有80分
是否意味著"完美"是永遠不會實現?
(Give up typing chinese, time to leave office.....)
May be I did have 100% perfect days before, when i will be satisfied with a bottle of milk and when the teacher will give u 100 for the homework / test, bcos the answers are mostly straightforward. May be at that time I m simple, i dont think too much, I dont understand the reality, i have not been disappointed. When i grow up, things get complicated, i m getting more difficult to be pleased. My fault? Society's fault?
Thursday, March 3, 2005
小步舞曲
曲：陳綺貞 詞：陳綺貞
天空突然下起傾盆大雨 戀人在屋簷下相偎相依
移動我的腳步輕鬆躲雨 人潮擁擠握住濕熱的手心
再也不願想起不快樂的旋律 呼吸這一秒的空氣
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在我心裡翻來覆去 什麼叫做愛情
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在你心裡我也許只是你欣賞的風景
夜晚靜靜等著電話響起 時間躺在他去年寄來的信
空蕩的風叫我播放著舞曲 旋轉這一秒的孤寂
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在你心裡我也許是你輕快的遊戲
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在你心裡我也許只是你緩慢的練習
音樂響起我一個人演出重覆的舞曲
This song gives me the feeling of 青春 & 迷惘. One of my favorites.
天空突然下起傾盆大雨 戀人在屋簷下相偎相依
移動我的腳步輕鬆躲雨 人潮擁擠握住濕熱的手心
再也不願想起不快樂的旋律 呼吸這一秒的空氣
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在我心裡翻來覆去 什麼叫做愛情
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在你心裡我也許只是你欣賞的風景
夜晚靜靜等著電話響起 時間躺在他去年寄來的信
空蕩的風叫我播放著舞曲 旋轉這一秒的孤寂
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在你心裡我也許是你輕快的遊戲
還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密
在你心裡我也許只是你緩慢的練習
音樂響起我一個人演出重覆的舞曲
This song gives me the feeling of 青春 & 迷惘. One of my favorites.
女性魅力換算
**My answer in Blue**
底分有1000分
身高超過170厘米，每過3厘米+100分身高低於160厘米，每低3厘米-100分
I m 160cm, still 1000
體重超過55公斤的，每超過3公斤-100分體重不足45公斤的，每不到3公斤-100分
My weight is around 110-112lbs, still 1000
頭髮過肩膊，每長5厘米+100分，幼滑髮質+200分頭髮不過肩，每短2厘米-100分
Aiya, i just cut my hair short, so 1000 - 300 = 700
近視超過200度的，每50度-100分不懂化裝的-300分
My 近視 below 200, score remains 700
沒談過戀愛的+500分談過戀愛的，被甩一次-100分，最多-500
I was 被甩 once only, 700-100 = 600
超過25歲的，每超過1歲-100分
ai.....my age is 27......600-200 = 400
不會踩單車的-200分會開車的+200分
I know cycling but i dont know driving
排球、籃球、保齡球、足球、網球、桌球、游泳，每識一種+100分
I know only basketball and swimming....400+200=600
上圍C級以下、每細一級-200分
Disastrous loss here: 600-200-200=200
唱歌唱得好+200分唱歌難聽-200分
Ok, 200+200 = 400
唔識飲酒-200分好識飲酒+200分經常飲醉-500分
I dont drink wine or even beer....why still need to deduct 200??
Total score now:400-200=200
食煙-300分
I dont smoke
有養寵物+100分
I dont like pets
識煮餸+100分唔識煮餸-500分
200-500 = -300
喜歡食大蒜-100分
No
Total score: -300
Shit, i m concluded to be 豬扒王?
-1000分或以下︰異形-900分至-500分︰哥斯拉-500分至0分：豬扒王100分至500分：一般女性600分至1000分：拍拖對像1100分至1500分：男人至愛1600分至2000分：情人首選2100分或以上：絕色美女
底分有1000分
身高超過170厘米，每過3厘米+100分身高低於160厘米，每低3厘米-100分
I m 160cm, still 1000
體重超過55公斤的，每超過3公斤-100分體重不足45公斤的，每不到3公斤-100分
My weight is around 110-112lbs, still 1000
頭髮過肩膊，每長5厘米+100分，幼滑髮質+200分頭髮不過肩，每短2厘米-100分
Aiya, i just cut my hair short, so 1000 - 300 = 700
近視超過200度的，每50度-100分不懂化裝的-300分
My 近視 below 200, score remains 700
沒談過戀愛的+500分談過戀愛的，被甩一次-100分，最多-500
I was 被甩 once only, 700-100 = 600
超過25歲的，每超過1歲-100分
ai.....my age is 27......600-200 = 400
不會踩單車的-200分會開車的+200分
I know cycling but i dont know driving
排球、籃球、保齡球、足球、網球、桌球、游泳，每識一種+100分
I know only basketball and swimming....400+200=600
上圍C級以下、每細一級-200分
Disastrous loss here: 600-200-200=200
唱歌唱得好+200分唱歌難聽-200分
Ok, 200+200 = 400
唔識飲酒-200分好識飲酒+200分經常飲醉-500分
I dont drink wine or even beer....why still need to deduct 200??
Total score now:400-200=200
食煙-300分
I dont smoke
有養寵物+100分
I dont like pets
識煮餸+100分唔識煮餸-500分
200-500 = -300
喜歡食大蒜-100分
No
Total score: -300
Shit, i m concluded to be 豬扒王?
-1000分或以下︰異形-900分至-500分︰哥斯拉-500分至0分：豬扒王100分至500分：一般女性600分至1000分：拍拖對像1100分至1500分：男人至愛1600分至2000分：情人首選2100分或以上：絕色美女
Wednesday, March 2, 2005
陳綺貞
我把自己藏在黑暗的幽谷
有一天
陳綺貞的聲音找到了我
原來好的音樂 會令你寂寞時不感到孤單
她可以把簡單平凡的東西化作一首詩
聽她的歌 會有一種溫暖的感動
我並不是一見鍾情式地喜歡她的音樂
只是突然一天發覺自己中了毒.......... 好像還蠻快樂的
像我喜歡你一樣 :)
Go back writing English, typing chinese is what a tough job to me!!!!!
Went to Cheer's concert on Feb 28. Listening to her singing live is more powerful than listening to CD. I cried when she sang 小塵埃, 旅行的意義, 80%完美的日子.......it touched the deepest part of my heart........................................
From "80%完美的日子"
我太累了 我放開了 直到有一天 我失去了 太狼狽了 眼淚掉下來了 (My tears drop exactly right before when she sings the last sentence)
有一天
陳綺貞的聲音找到了我
原來好的音樂 會令你寂寞時不感到孤單
她可以把簡單平凡的東西化作一首詩
聽她的歌 會有一種溫暖的感動
我並不是一見鍾情式地喜歡她的音樂
只是突然一天發覺自己中了毒.......... 好像還蠻快樂的
像我喜歡你一樣 :)
Go back writing English, typing chinese is what a tough job to me!!!!!
Went to Cheer's concert on Feb 28. Listening to her singing live is more powerful than listening to CD. I cried when she sang 小塵埃, 旅行的意義, 80%完美的日子.......it touched the deepest part of my heart........................................
From "80%完美的日子"
我太累了 我放開了 直到有一天 我失去了 太狼狽了 眼淚掉下來了 (My tears drop exactly right before when she sings the last sentence)
Monday, February 28, 2005
Nothing special
These days nothing special for me. Wake up, sleep on the bus, busy with work, after i get home just try to have a hot shower fast in order to sleep earlier, i m so tired. I even lost interest in my favorite potato chips or mcdonald french fry. If there's sth special, there are two.
1. Finally meet you on 25th nite. Our time was short but good.
2. I dont know who called me yesterday nite at 2:00a.m. If i discovered the missed call after i waked up in the morning, it wont be too scary. But it happened when i waked up in the midnite and on my way to washroom, when i was going to pick it up, it stopped and i cant see who's calling. I always relate midnite's call to bad news. Who will call u while everyone is sleeping? Must be emergency, e.g. dead news.
Going to cheer's concert tonite, i believe i will like it.
1. Finally meet you on 25th nite. Our time was short but good.
2. I dont know who called me yesterday nite at 2:00a.m. If i discovered the missed call after i waked up in the morning, it wont be too scary. But it happened when i waked up in the midnite and on my way to washroom, when i was going to pick it up, it stopped and i cant see who's calling. I always relate midnite's call to bad news. Who will call u while everyone is sleeping? Must be emergency, e.g. dead news.
Going to cheer's concert tonite, i believe i will like it.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
嫉妒
嫉妒
曲：陳綺貞 詞：陳綺貞
愛上了你 愛上了你的一切
揮不去的是那個 沒有我的世界
心中的一個結 緊緊的鎖住我 微弱似風中不安感受
該如何面對你溫柔眼神 當心中有了疑問
而我是不是你的唯一 而你是不是真的在乎我
請相信我 請相信我的心
就這樣地墜入幸福的深淵
嫉妒你的快樂 它並不是因為我
真心退縮在黑暗角落
該如何傾訴你溫柔聲音 它並不只屬於我
而你是不是真的在乎我 而我是不是你的永久
Jealousy is one of the worst feeling. It's evidence of love.....dark side of love.
曲：陳綺貞 詞：陳綺貞
愛上了你 愛上了你的一切
揮不去的是那個 沒有我的世界
心中的一個結 緊緊的鎖住我 微弱似風中不安感受
該如何面對你溫柔眼神 當心中有了疑問
而我是不是你的唯一 而你是不是真的在乎我
請相信我 請相信我的心
就這樣地墜入幸福的深淵
嫉妒你的快樂 它並不是因為我
真心退縮在黑暗角落
該如何傾訴你溫柔聲音 它並不只屬於我
而你是不是真的在乎我 而我是不是你的永久
Jealousy is one of the worst feeling. It's evidence of love.....dark side of love.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
This morning, the environment looks so misty. It will look better if i m watching everything thru my window at home (means i m off). But i have to work, feel so sleepy on my way to bus station.
Humid weather makes me feel so sleepy & heavy.....this feeling continue up to now. To make myself better, i bought Raseberry mousse & Hot Potato Gratin from Delifrance, they taste great. Then i try to make milk tea by myself (Earl Grey+Milk+Sugar) I finished it although it tastes awful.
Wear 3' high heel shoes today, it really hurts although the shoes are pretty and make my legs "slimmer". Well, there's a price for everything. Say for example, the dessert makes me happy for 20 mins (I ate them very very.....slow in order to "extend the magic moment") But i have to pay $25 and they will become the fat around my waist and probably be there forever.
Going to leave office soon, see if i can get the "Rose" Lamington at Starbucks. I love it a bit more than the chocolate flavour, but it's only available around Valentine's day.
Humid weather makes me feel so sleepy & heavy.....this feeling continue up to now. To make myself better, i bought Raseberry mousse & Hot Potato Gratin from Delifrance, they taste great. Then i try to make milk tea by myself (Earl Grey+Milk+Sugar) I finished it although it tastes awful.
Wear 3' high heel shoes today, it really hurts although the shoes are pretty and make my legs "slimmer". Well, there's a price for everything. Say for example, the dessert makes me happy for 20 mins (I ate them very very.....slow in order to "extend the magic moment") But i have to pay $25 and they will become the fat around my waist and probably be there forever.
Going to leave office soon, see if i can get the "Rose" Lamington at Starbucks. I love it a bit more than the chocolate flavour, but it's only available around Valentine's day.
OT
Still in office. OT.
Before he left, he asked me "Can u finish it today"
Standard answer "Yes, i will finish before i leave"
May be i m not the smartest, but i m very responsible.
Listening to the song recommended by my friend - "I dont miss u anymore" by Lisa Ekdahl.
i dont miss you anymore
less the moonlight's clear
or on a starry night
i just might miss you a little bit
i dont miss you anymore
unless its a cloudy day
or if the sunshine's bright
i just might miss you nothing there
i dont miss you
til the morning fills the air
or the afternoon is fair
or the evening light is barely there
i dont miss you
and you know it's not a lie
unless the moon is floating high
above a perfect midnight sky
i dont miss you anymore
unless i close my eyes
especially open wide i see
i miss you everyday
In short, i m telling u that i love u.
Before he left, he asked me "Can u finish it today"
Standard answer "Yes, i will finish before i leave"
May be i m not the smartest, but i m very responsible.
Listening to the song recommended by my friend - "I dont miss u anymore" by Lisa Ekdahl.
i dont miss you anymore
less the moonlight's clear
or on a starry night
i just might miss you a little bit
i dont miss you anymore
unless its a cloudy day
or if the sunshine's bright
i just might miss you nothing there
i dont miss you
til the morning fills the air
or the afternoon is fair
or the evening light is barely there
i dont miss you
and you know it's not a lie
unless the moon is floating high
above a perfect midnight sky
i dont miss you anymore
unless i close my eyes
especially open wide i see
i miss you everyday
In short, i m telling u that i love u.
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
小塵埃
曲：陳綺貞 詞：陳綺貞 編：
她在五點十分醒 她在清晨時候離開
透明的玻璃窗沾滿小塵埃
我在這裡 比黑暗更深的夜裡
張開眼睛 陌生人遞來一封信
我在清晨時候醒來 帶著他的暗示離開
在跌倒的地方 勇敢站起來
我在這裡 我在你昨天的夢裡 一片烏雲 一座神秘的小森林
誰來擁抱我 保護我
或是傷害我 放棄我 擁抱我 保護我
帶著我逃到黑暗的盡頭
擁抱我 保護我
或是傷害我 放棄我 擁抱我 保護我
帶著我逃到黑暗的盡頭 等著他
我在午夜時候回來 帶著憂傷的歌把回憶敲開
我在這裡 手提著沉沉的行李
迷失在我和你未完成的旅行 你在哪裡
一道解不開的謎題
隱藏在我和你未完成的作品
隱藏在我和你未完成的作品
她在五點十分醒 她在清晨時候離開
透明的玻璃窗沾滿小塵埃
我在這裡 比黑暗更深的夜裡
張開眼睛 陌生人遞來一封信
我在清晨時候醒來 帶著他的暗示離開
在跌倒的地方 勇敢站起來
我在這裡 我在你昨天的夢裡 一片烏雲 一座神秘的小森林
誰來擁抱我 保護我
或是傷害我 放棄我 擁抱我 保護我
帶著我逃到黑暗的盡頭
擁抱我 保護我
或是傷害我 放棄我 擁抱我 保護我
帶著我逃到黑暗的盡頭 等著他
我在午夜時候回來 帶著憂傷的歌把回憶敲開
我在這裡 手提著沉沉的行李
迷失在我和你未完成的旅行 你在哪裡
一道解不開的謎題
隱藏在我和你未完成的作品
隱藏在我和你未完成的作品
Monday, February 14, 2005
Best moments of today
Best moments of today:
1. Wake up around 6:00a.m., realize that i dont need to work, sleep again happily.
2. Talk to u in the morning.
3. Teach Gi Gi how to draw, she laughs.
4. Gi Gi calls my name in the washroom. (She never calls my name)
5. Gi Gi finds me in her dad's room, holds my hands & leads me to the living room, asks me to teach her how to identify mahjongs.
6. Have a hot water shower after i go home.
7. Sleep (I have not slept, but i sure that i will like it......as i m very very tired)
1. Wake up around 6:00a.m., realize that i dont need to work, sleep again happily.
2. Talk to u in the morning.
3. Teach Gi Gi how to draw, she laughs.
4. Gi Gi calls my name in the washroom. (She never calls my name)
5. Gi Gi finds me in her dad's room, holds my hands & leads me to the living room, asks me to teach her how to identify mahjongs.
6. Have a hot water shower after i go home.
7. Sleep (I have not slept, but i sure that i will like it......as i m very very tired)
Saturday, February 12, 2005
夏天的風
<夏天的風> by 溫嵐
七月的風懶懶的 連雲都變熱熱的
不久後天悶悶的 一陣午後雨下過 喔 Yeah
氣溫 爬升到無法再忍受 索性閉上了雙眼 讓想像任意改變
場景兩個人一起散著步 我的臉也輕輕貼著你胸口
聽到心跳 喔…在乎我 和天氣一樣溫度
夏天的風 我永遠記得 清清楚楚的說你愛我
我看見你酷酷的笑容 也有靦腆的時候
夏天的風 正暖暖吹過 穿過頭髮穿過耳朵 你和我的夏天風輕輕說著
I miss 夏天的風. Yesterday go hiking in the morning & BBQ at the seaside in the evening, 冬天的風 makes me sick.
七月的風懶懶的 連雲都變熱熱的
不久後天悶悶的 一陣午後雨下過 喔 Yeah
氣溫 爬升到無法再忍受 索性閉上了雙眼 讓想像任意改變
場景兩個人一起散著步 我的臉也輕輕貼著你胸口
聽到心跳 喔…在乎我 和天氣一樣溫度
夏天的風 我永遠記得 清清楚楚的說你愛我
我看見你酷酷的笑容 也有靦腆的時候
夏天的風 正暖暖吹過 穿過頭髮穿過耳朵 你和我的夏天風輕輕說著
I miss 夏天的風. Yesterday go hiking in the morning & BBQ at the seaside in the evening, 冬天的風 makes me sick.
Wednesday, February 9, 2005
倔強愛情的勝利
Remember when i was still a child, i was so excited for CNY. I will volunteer to put $$ into the red packets for parents. Not so excited for these now...... after i have experienced 25 years of CNY (deduct 3 years bcos age 1-3 i was still an innocent baby.....haha) and now i m inserting my own money :( "Red" is a symbol for good luck in CNY. Also symbol of "Lossing blood" from me.....
I like the song below, especially the last 2 lines.....really take some time to find the lyrics.....
倔強愛情的勝利
我的過去未來視線所及
全都是你的假想敵
我的關心治療你殘缺的自信
我是你不容懷疑的決定
我們才有了共同的話題
我們的晚餐才能再繼續
這就是我們所謂的友誼
是誰容許你侵犯我的回憶
亂翻我的抽屜 檢查受傷的痕跡
就算我愛你也未必會愛上你溫柔的暴力 欺騙的權力
我們才有了共同的難題
我們的未來要不要繼續
這就是我們所謂的愛情
我的自由全都送給你
好的壞的全都放棄
這就是你倔強愛情的勝利
得到的也許是另一種悲劇
I like the song below, especially the last 2 lines.....really take some time to find the lyrics.....
倔強愛情的勝利
我的過去未來視線所及
全都是你的假想敵
我的關心治療你殘缺的自信
我是你不容懷疑的決定
我們才有了共同的話題
我們的晚餐才能再繼續
這就是我們所謂的友誼
是誰容許你侵犯我的回憶
亂翻我的抽屜 檢查受傷的痕跡
就算我愛你也未必會愛上你溫柔的暴力 欺騙的權力
我們才有了共同的難題
我們的未來要不要繼續
這就是我們所謂的愛情
我的自由全都送給你
好的壞的全都放棄
這就是你倔強愛情的勝利
得到的也許是另一種悲劇
Monday, February 7, 2005
Today..........
When i was buying chinese style overcoat this morning, the shop owner asked "Are you from Singapore?" I spoke Cantonese with her, she said i have Singapore accent (?). People have said i look like japanese or i look like Canadian Borned Chinese, this time i look like Singaporean....interesting.
Afternoon went to Wanchai for lunch w/ colleagues. We took the tram instead of walking.I always wish i can spend one nite on the tram from chai wan to north point (I dont know their routing indeed.....but i guess it's the longest one??), just to see the streets, lights, people walking.......to feel the night time in this city. My ipod mini will accompany me and i will think of u. Having u in my mind is romantic even i go alone. If u can go with me, we would talk like Celine & Jesse as in "Before Sunrise".
The food there is excellent, the milk tea mousse is great although i cannot find milk tea flavour. But the environment is very dirty. I forced myself not to look at the floors or the walls, i afraid i will lose all the appetite. But when i leave the place, i will watch the floor clearly. I dont want to step on cockcroaches by accident and their body stick on my shoes.......><
Afternoon went to Wanchai for lunch w/ colleagues. We took the tram instead of walking.I always wish i can spend one nite on the tram from chai wan to north point (I dont know their routing indeed.....but i guess it's the longest one??), just to see the streets, lights, people walking.......to feel the night time in this city. My ipod mini will accompany me and i will think of u. Having u in my mind is romantic even i go alone. If u can go with me, we would talk like Celine & Jesse as in "Before Sunrise".
The food there is excellent, the milk tea mousse is great although i cannot find milk tea flavour. But the environment is very dirty. I forced myself not to look at the floors or the walls, i afraid i will lose all the appetite. But when i leave the place, i will watch the floor clearly. I dont want to step on cockcroaches by accident and their body stick on my shoes.......><
Saturday, February 5, 2005
回憶誰不會有.... 它每天每夜溫柔的壓痛了我
Just have a very scary thought.
I found it safe to write online diary bcos it wont be "discovered" by someone.
But what if the server down and i lost all my entries? Even internet is not safe ah.
Going to leave office soon, no mood to work. Listening 陳綺貞 - 慢歌. I dont understand why she gives that title to that song.
你說:「你不懂我的溫柔」
我猜你不懂我對愛的要求
寂寞誰不會有 但至少我願分擔你的憂愁
我也想在大街上牽你的手
主動的追求責任拋在腦後
回憶誰不會有 它每天每夜溫柔的壓痛了我
寂寞誰不會有 衝動誰不會有
重要的是『你懂我』哭紅的眼睛『為什麼』
回憶誰不會有 犯錯誰不會有
重要的是你和我 美麗的相遇對愛不保留
回憶誰不會有 犯錯誰不會有
重要的是你和我 錯誤的相愛不願再放手
This week & next week will be all about 陳綺貞. I have almost 90% of her songs now. If i like sth, i want to concentrate on it until i think i know enough. After 陳綺貞 it would be 蔡健雅, then 村上. I hope i can finish "Lost in Translation" this sunday.
I found it safe to write online diary bcos it wont be "discovered" by someone.
But what if the server down and i lost all my entries? Even internet is not safe ah.
Going to leave office soon, no mood to work. Listening 陳綺貞 - 慢歌. I dont understand why she gives that title to that song.
你說:「你不懂我的溫柔」
我猜你不懂我對愛的要求
寂寞誰不會有 但至少我願分擔你的憂愁
我也想在大街上牽你的手
主動的追求責任拋在腦後
回憶誰不會有 它每天每夜溫柔的壓痛了我
寂寞誰不會有 衝動誰不會有
重要的是『你懂我』哭紅的眼睛『為什麼』
回憶誰不會有 犯錯誰不會有
重要的是你和我 美麗的相遇對愛不保留
回憶誰不會有 犯錯誰不會有
重要的是你和我 錯誤的相愛不願再放手
This week & next week will be all about 陳綺貞. I have almost 90% of her songs now. If i like sth, i want to concentrate on it until i think i know enough. After 陳綺貞 it would be 蔡健雅, then 村上. I hope i can finish "Lost in Translation" this sunday.
Friday, February 4, 2005
The song of tonite: 孤島
孤島
曲：陳綺貞 詞：陳綺貞
你說的每句話 都像是一幅畫
我要把它看個仔細 我要把它想得透徹
看不清你的心 是一片水藍的盡頭
我要撥開層層烏雲 張開在黑暗中的眼睛
我從你的話語之間 才瞭解你和我之間
不需要語言 不需要一字一句
字與字的連結 是你情感的流洩
即使是無聲的停頓 也是最完美的表情
走不近你的心 是一座孤獨的島嶼
放棄了乘著風浪 不漂流在你的四方
我從你的話語之間 才瞭解你和我之間失去了語言
失去了一字一句的空間
I have to OT. So it comes out "The song of tonite". 陳綺貞 again. I want to familiar with all her songs before the concert. U said i shouldnt just post the lyrics on my diary. i should write sth. But sometimes i think, the lyrics itself is already beautiful. I dont want my words "destroy" the mood. Without u, i feel like just me sitting on the lonely island, watching the sea whole day, no more visitor.
曲：陳綺貞 詞：陳綺貞
你說的每句話 都像是一幅畫
我要把它看個仔細 我要把它想得透徹
看不清你的心 是一片水藍的盡頭
我要撥開層層烏雲 張開在黑暗中的眼睛
我從你的話語之間 才瞭解你和我之間
不需要語言 不需要一字一句
字與字的連結 是你情感的流洩
即使是無聲的停頓 也是最完美的表情
走不近你的心 是一座孤獨的島嶼
放棄了乘著風浪 不漂流在你的四方
我從你的話語之間 才瞭解你和我之間失去了語言
失去了一字一句的空間
I have to OT. So it comes out "The song of tonite". 陳綺貞 again. I want to familiar with all her songs before the concert. U said i shouldnt just post the lyrics on my diary. i should write sth. But sometimes i think, the lyrics itself is already beautiful. I dont want my words "destroy" the mood. Without u, i feel like just me sitting on the lonely island, watching the sea whole day, no more visitor.
Song of this afternoon: 旅行的意義
<旅行的意義> by 陳綺貞
你看過了許多美景 你看過了許多美女
你迷失在地圖上 每一道短暫的光陰
你品嚐了夜的的巴黎 你踏過下雪的北京
你熟記書本裡 每一句你最愛的真理
卻說不出你愛我的原因 卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在什麼場合我曾讓你動心 說不出離開的原因
你累計了許多飛行 你用心挑選紀念品
你搜集了地圖上 每一次的風和日麗
你擁抱熱情的島嶼 你埋葬記憶的土耳其
你流連電影裡美麗的不真實的場景
卻說不出你愛我的原因 卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出什麼場合我曾讓你分心 說不出旅行的意義
勉強說出你為我寄出的每封信都是你離開的原因
你離開我 就是旅行的意義
The song of this afternoon is "The meaning of travelling". Bcos ur travelling ma. This is the 1st 陳綺貞 song u sent me. After i heard the whole CD, I told u that i like 旅行的意義 & 還是會寂寞 most. But I dont love her a lot yet. Now, like u, i have become her fans,almost like her every song & will be going to her concert alone (I never go concert alone).
Below is the last e-mail u sent me before ur japan trip. I really like what u wrote. I know u will feel embarrassed to see ur writing, but this is the only thing i have for these 7 days, they are so important to me. I have to put it into my diary:
i know u know, and i know i don't have to say it, but i want to tell u seriously. i really love u. and i will think of u all the time. you would be travelling with me every sec. every min. but this time, it won't be sad, because i know u would be waiting for me. and vice versa, i would be with u every sec. every min these 7 days. and you don't have to be sad. because i want to see u as soon as possible.
I love u.
你看過了許多美景 你看過了許多美女
你迷失在地圖上 每一道短暫的光陰
你品嚐了夜的的巴黎 你踏過下雪的北京
你熟記書本裡 每一句你最愛的真理
卻說不出你愛我的原因 卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在什麼場合我曾讓你動心 說不出離開的原因
你累計了許多飛行 你用心挑選紀念品
你搜集了地圖上 每一次的風和日麗
你擁抱熱情的島嶼 你埋葬記憶的土耳其
你流連電影裡美麗的不真實的場景
卻說不出你愛我的原因 卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出什麼場合我曾讓你分心 說不出旅行的意義
勉強說出你為我寄出的每封信都是你離開的原因
你離開我 就是旅行的意義
The song of this afternoon is "The meaning of travelling". Bcos ur travelling ma. This is the 1st 陳綺貞 song u sent me. After i heard the whole CD, I told u that i like 旅行的意義 & 還是會寂寞 most. But I dont love her a lot yet. Now, like u, i have become her fans,almost like her every song & will be going to her concert alone (I never go concert alone).
Below is the last e-mail u sent me before ur japan trip. I really like what u wrote. I know u will feel embarrassed to see ur writing, but this is the only thing i have for these 7 days, they are so important to me. I have to put it into my diary:
i know u know, and i know i don't have to say it, but i want to tell u seriously. i really love u. and i will think of u all the time. you would be travelling with me every sec. every min. but this time, it won't be sad, because i know u would be waiting for me. and vice versa, i would be with u every sec. every min these 7 days. and you don't have to be sad. because i want to see u as soon as possible.
I love u.
Song of this morning - 告訴我
<告訴我> by 陳綺貞
看沉默的電話 它什麼都不說
看電視的畫面 它無聲的閃動
看街上的行人 跟我擦肩而過
整個世界太冷漠 我沒有力氣再往前走
看你緊閉的嘴唇 它什麼都不說
看你飄忽的眼神 它無情的閃躲
看你和我的回憶 跟我擦肩而過
你的改變太冷漠 我沒有勇氣大聲地說
告訴我 你不是真的離開我
你也不願這樣的夜裡 把難過留給我
告訴我 你不是真的離開我
你是要懲罰我的愛讓你失去自由
告訴我．．．
Today u didnt call me. Actually, u cannot call me bcos ur in Japan now. Then i think of this song.
看沉默的電話 它什麼都不說
看電視的畫面 它無聲的閃動
看街上的行人 跟我擦肩而過
整個世界太冷漠 我沒有力氣再往前走
看你緊閉的嘴唇 它什麼都不說
看你飄忽的眼神 它無情的閃躲
看你和我的回憶 跟我擦肩而過
你的改變太冷漠 我沒有勇氣大聲地說
告訴我 你不是真的離開我
你也不願這樣的夜裡 把難過留給我
告訴我 你不是真的離開我
你是要懲罰我的愛讓你失去自由
告訴我．．．
Today u didnt call me. Actually, u cannot call me bcos ur in Japan now. Then i think of this song.
Thursday, February 3, 2005
Song of today: 會不會
<會不會> song & lyrics by 陳綺貞
離開你的視線 卸下我為你偽裝的容顏
紅的唇 白的臉 灰色的午夜
離開你的世界 讓情緒完完整整的渲洩
冷的心 熱的淚 空白的想念
我想今夜就這樣吧 就算孤獨也無所謂
也許有一天你開始後悔 會不會 會不會
Your car played this song while you were driving me to Prince Edward. I like it 1st time i heard it.
This song is right for today's mood & weather.
離開你的視線 卸下我為你偽裝的容顏
紅的唇 白的臉 灰色的午夜
離開你的世界 讓情緒完完整整的渲洩
冷的心 熱的淚 空白的想念
我想今夜就這樣吧 就算孤獨也無所謂
也許有一天你開始後悔 會不會 會不會
Your car played this song while you were driving me to Prince Edward. I like it 1st time i heard it.
This song is right for today's mood & weather.
One evening
Remember one evening, i had a walk at the waterfront park, the sunset was very beautiful. I was watching it, keep having good & bad memories in my head, like playing old movies. While i was enjoying the moment, my friend called.
She: "Where are u now"
(She always ask where i m, may be she doesnt really want to know....but this is her way to start the conversation.)
Me: "At the Waterfront Park"
She: "Alone?"
(Yeah, she always like to know who are with me too, even this is not her purpose of calling me)
Me: "Yes"
She: "What are u doing there?"
Me: "Just want to have a walk and watch the sunset"
She: "Are u crazy?"
Actually she called bcos she wants to have drinks with me. Why she doesnt ask directly in her 1st question? I dislike people asking me lots of questions about where i m going, what i m doing, who i m with, like police asking criminal. (Unless it's my husband)
I m crazy bcos i watch the sunset alone? I always go everywhere alone. I think it's not a must to be accompanied. I dont want to waste time calling people and have to talk (social) with them while we are together, especially to those belong to "different channel". Shopping alone is more efficient, I can leave after i got my targeted items. By the way, I dont need people's opinion on which clothes is better, i can make the decision myself.
Next time this friend called and i m watching sunset again, i will tell her i m with husband and we are walking home together. Sometimes i like to lie, bcos i dont want to explain. I will only explain to someone whom i think he/she can understand.
There's one saying that "People feel lonely not bcos he is alone, it's bcos there are many people around but no one understand him". I have many friends. We can talk. But i put them into different groups owing to the topics we can talk. No one could make me feel really comfortable to tell the truth & everything.
She: "Where are u now"
(She always ask where i m, may be she doesnt really want to know....but this is her way to start the conversation.)
Me: "At the Waterfront Park"
She: "Alone?"
(Yeah, she always like to know who are with me too, even this is not her purpose of calling me)
Me: "Yes"
She: "What are u doing there?"
Me: "Just want to have a walk and watch the sunset"
She: "Are u crazy?"
Actually she called bcos she wants to have drinks with me. Why she doesnt ask directly in her 1st question? I dislike people asking me lots of questions about where i m going, what i m doing, who i m with, like police asking criminal. (Unless it's my husband)
I m crazy bcos i watch the sunset alone? I always go everywhere alone. I think it's not a must to be accompanied. I dont want to waste time calling people and have to talk (social) with them while we are together, especially to those belong to "different channel". Shopping alone is more efficient, I can leave after i got my targeted items. By the way, I dont need people's opinion on which clothes is better, i can make the decision myself.
Next time this friend called and i m watching sunset again, i will tell her i m with husband and we are walking home together. Sometimes i like to lie, bcos i dont want to explain. I will only explain to someone whom i think he/she can understand.
There's one saying that "People feel lonely not bcos he is alone, it's bcos there are many people around but no one understand him". I have many friends. We can talk. But i put them into different groups owing to the topics we can talk. No one could make me feel really comfortable to tell the truth & everything.
Tuesday, February 1, 2005
我的驕傲無可救藥
Start to hear all the old songs of Cheer Chan, as i will be going to her concert on Feb 28.
I like this one:
我的驕傲無可救藥 我的懶惰也改不掉
我的脾氣控制不了 我都知道 我自己都知道
每次約會我都遲到 其實這也沒有什麼大不了
對你的愛不會減少 你要相信我 是為了你才這麼說
我的驕傲無可救藥 我的懶惰也改不掉
我的脾氣控制不了 我都知道 我自己都知道
每次約會我都遲到 為了討好你 把時間都忘掉
再給我時間讓你知道對你的愛 沒有人能做到
我知道你愛我並不是因為我是個乖女孩
我的習慣也不會因你而更改
我知道你愛我並不是因為我對你的依賴
你的放縱讓我捨不得離開
我的自私無可救藥 你的溫柔我躲不掉
我的借口讓你受不了 我卻知道你的愛不會減少
I like this one:
我的驕傲無可救藥 我的懶惰也改不掉
我的脾氣控制不了 我都知道 我自己都知道
每次約會我都遲到 其實這也沒有什麼大不了
對你的愛不會減少 你要相信我 是為了你才這麼說
我的驕傲無可救藥 我的懶惰也改不掉
我的脾氣控制不了 我都知道 我自己都知道
每次約會我都遲到 為了討好你 把時間都忘掉
再給我時間讓你知道對你的愛 沒有人能做到
我知道你愛我並不是因為我是個乖女孩
我的習慣也不會因你而更改
我知道你愛我並不是因為我對你的依賴
你的放縱讓我捨不得離開
我的自私無可救藥 你的溫柔我躲不掉
我的借口讓你受不了 我卻知道你的愛不會減少
Plan
I like planning things and stick to the plan. Seeing myself accomplished the goals one by one will give me a great sense of satisfaction. Without goals, i will get lost / getting lazy / do meaningless things. After a while, i will think back and blame myself for wasting time.
Just created a file called 'XXX Financial Statement" in my computer. Of cos it's not a professional statement with balance sheet, Profit & Loss A/C......just a record of my income & expenses. At least i know where my money goes and start to do some savings. This is the 2nd time i try to do it, my previous try was 3 years ago. I hope i can keep up with it this time :)
Just created a file called 'XXX Financial Statement" in my computer. Of cos it's not a professional statement with balance sheet, Profit & Loss A/C......just a record of my income & expenses. At least i know where my money goes and start to do some savings. This is the 2nd time i try to do it, my previous try was 3 years ago. I hope i can keep up with it this time :)
Monday, January 31, 2005
愛上你等於愛上寂寞
只想再聽你說 你願意愛著我
直到地老天荒 下個世紀末
真的只想再聽你說 在你心中我算什麼
給我一個答案 算不算太過奢求
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才明白 愛上你 等於愛上了寂寞
直到地老天荒 下個世紀末
真的只想再聽你說 在你心中我算什麼
給我一個答案 算不算太過奢求
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才明白 愛上你 等於愛上了寂寞
Friday, January 28, 2005
I want to sleep now ah
Today is grey. A good weather for sleeping.
When I m falling asleep, I feel my body is like sinking to the bottom of the sea. The environment is very calm. When i reach the bottom of the sea....i sleep lor.
When I m falling asleep, I feel my body is like sinking to the bottom of the sea. The environment is very calm. When i reach the bottom of the sea....i sleep lor.
Thursday, January 27, 2005
If
I dedicate this beautiful song to you. Who is "you"? The one who will call me, said "I love u" & sing this song to me after seeing this. The fonts also in your favorite yellow color ah. So dont complain if i dont have new post before Jan 31 :P
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If a picture paints a thousand words, then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.
If a face could launch a thousand ships, then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you, you're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry, you come and pour yourself on me.
If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die
I'd spend the end with you, and when the world was through
Then one by one the stars would all go out, then you and I would simply fly away
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If a picture paints a thousand words, then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.
If a face could launch a thousand ships, then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you, you're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry, you come and pour yourself on me.
If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die
I'd spend the end with you, and when the world was through
Then one by one the stars would all go out, then you and I would simply fly away
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Closer III
Some thoughts about 'CLOSER"............
(1) "Intimacy is a lie we tell ourselves; Truth is the game we play to win"
When we fall into someone, we always want to be very intimate with him. Intimacy = Telling truth?
However, some "truth" should never be exposed bcos people can hardly accept it, e.g. betrayal. We would be in a situation that the more u know, the more ur away from initmacy. Anna & Alice tell the truth, Dan cant accept it so their relationship end. In a relationship, it's most likely that we have to sacrifice part of ourselves, so we always face 2 dilemmas : Stop doing things that possibly hurting ur lover / do the things u want even it will upset ur lover & u cover the fact with lies.
(2) By the way, being faithful is hard, as there are so many temptations around. You can reject the 1st doesnt mean that you can reject the 2nd, 3th, 4th....... Moreover, being faithful doesnt mean u wont get hurt. And what is faithful? Dan is faithful to his heart, he loves Alice & loves Anna, end up he's hurting both and bcom a loser. Alice is faithful to her heart, faithful to her relationship with Dan (In my point of view, not in love or having sex w/ other men while she's with Dan), she's getting hurt too.
(3) "You love me, but you bored with me" "Where's this love? I cant see it, I cant touch it, I cant feel it, I can hear it, I can hear some words. But i cant do anything with your easy words"
It's sad that love is difficult to last. Love & relationships can be separate things. May be ur maintaining ur relationship w/ ur bf, husband, but the love was gone after sometime.
I like movies talking about love & relations. Bcos i m involved and sometimes i will get lost & confused. I hope i could find anwsers in CLOSER. But they give me more questions and i still have to find the answers myself.
(1) "Intimacy is a lie we tell ourselves; Truth is the game we play to win"
When we fall into someone, we always want to be very intimate with him. Intimacy = Telling truth?
However, some "truth" should never be exposed bcos people can hardly accept it, e.g. betrayal. We would be in a situation that the more u know, the more ur away from initmacy. Anna & Alice tell the truth, Dan cant accept it so their relationship end. In a relationship, it's most likely that we have to sacrifice part of ourselves, so we always face 2 dilemmas : Stop doing things that possibly hurting ur lover / do the things u want even it will upset ur lover & u cover the fact with lies.
(2) By the way, being faithful is hard, as there are so many temptations around. You can reject the 1st doesnt mean that you can reject the 2nd, 3th, 4th....... Moreover, being faithful doesnt mean u wont get hurt. And what is faithful? Dan is faithful to his heart, he loves Alice & loves Anna, end up he's hurting both and bcom a loser. Alice is faithful to her heart, faithful to her relationship with Dan (In my point of view, not in love or having sex w/ other men while she's with Dan), she's getting hurt too.
(3) "You love me, but you bored with me" "Where's this love? I cant see it, I cant touch it, I cant feel it, I can hear it, I can hear some words. But i cant do anything with your easy words"
It's sad that love is difficult to last. Love & relationships can be separate things. May be ur maintaining ur relationship w/ ur bf, husband, but the love was gone after sometime.
I like movies talking about love & relations. Bcos i m involved and sometimes i will get lost & confused. I hope i could find anwsers in CLOSER. But they give me more questions and i still have to find the answers myself.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Closer II
I have been expecting "CLOSER" for a long time and glad to find that it's what i expected. It talked about the relationship of 2 couples and over the movie only 4 people (Alice, Dan, Anna & Larry) are talking. The dialogue is very impressive; Quite funny in the beginning, getting more intense & powerful afterwards.
I m more identify myself with Alice. Her love to Dan is very true & direct, in a way she said she wont leave him as long as she loves him. She feels she doesnt love Dan anymore after he keeps asking if she had sex with Larry....that she thinks it's not her fault. She can forgive Dan's affair with Anna, but why he cant forgive her for having sex only once w/ Larry during the time he's with Anna.To some extent, i find myself in Anna's character too. She choose the one who love her most bcos of security.
Dan & Larry are not very lovable, so as Alice & Anna. So as me. May be that's why i like this movie.........it's inspiring, it's true...it hurts too.
I m more identify myself with Alice. Her love to Dan is very true & direct, in a way she said she wont leave him as long as she loves him. She feels she doesnt love Dan anymore after he keeps asking if she had sex with Larry....that she thinks it's not her fault. She can forgive Dan's affair with Anna, but why he cant forgive her for having sex only once w/ Larry during the time he's with Anna.To some extent, i find myself in Anna's character too. She choose the one who love her most bcos of security.
Dan & Larry are not very lovable, so as Alice & Anna. So as me. May be that's why i like this movie.........it's inspiring, it's true...it hurts too.
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
征服
終於你找到一個方式分出了勝負
輸贏的代價是彼此粉身碎骨
外表健康的你心裡傷痕無數
頑強的我是這場戰役的俘虜
就這樣被你征服 切斷了所有退路
我的心情是堅固 我的決定是糊塗
就這樣被你征服 喝下你藏好的毒
我的劇情已落幕 我的愛恨已入土
終於我明白倆人要的是一個結束
所有的辯解都讓對方以為是企圖
放一把火燒掉你送我的禮物
卻澆不熄我胸口灼熱的憤怒
你如果經過我的墳墓你可以雙手合十為我祝福
輸贏的代價是彼此粉身碎骨
外表健康的你心裡傷痕無數
頑強的我是這場戰役的俘虜
就這樣被你征服 切斷了所有退路
我的心情是堅固 我的決定是糊塗
就這樣被你征服 喝下你藏好的毒
我的劇情已落幕 我的愛恨已入土
終於我明白倆人要的是一個結束
所有的辯解都讓對方以為是企圖
放一把火燒掉你送我的禮物
卻澆不熄我胸口灼熱的憤怒
你如果經過我的墳墓你可以雙手合十為我祝福
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Lunch at TST
This afternoon, suddenly have the "desire" to eat cheese noodles in TST. So i took MTR from Admiralty to TST. When i passed by the convenience store, i suddenly want to read books, so i buy the new book of 亦舒.
Once my friend knows that i will go to TST for lunch occasionally, she thinks i m crazy....it's not worth to spend extra $20 on MTR for just a lunch.
But my thought is, i want to do this at that moment, and it's sth i can afford, why dont i just go & achieve it? During this 1 hour, i m very happy, eating my favorite food, reading my favorite book, the happiness cannot be calculated.
Life has too many uncertainties beyond my control. As long as i can choose, and i have the ability, i shall make myself happy.
SEIZE THE DAY. Seize this minute. You dont know what would happen next.
Once my friend knows that i will go to TST for lunch occasionally, she thinks i m crazy....it's not worth to spend extra $20 on MTR for just a lunch.
But my thought is, i want to do this at that moment, and it's sth i can afford, why dont i just go & achieve it? During this 1 hour, i m very happy, eating my favorite food, reading my favorite book, the happiness cannot be calculated.
Life has too many uncertainties beyond my control. As long as i can choose, and i have the ability, i shall make myself happy.
SEIZE THE DAY. Seize this minute. You dont know what would happen next.
Monday, January 17, 2005
My 17
My 17, was the season of love. He is the main character and everything in my 17.
This is not really a story....i just remember some fragmented scenes. When u think back, it's like watching snap shot photos or postcards.
We never know each other. We never kissed. The only "contact" we had, was he picked up the basketball for me. May be he has hit my shoulder by accident in the staircase behind the stage, while they finished their show and it's our turn to play the drama. But the environment is too dark....i dont know.
However, he appeared in one of my photo. I took photos with our teacher, he's at the back, looking to our direction, so he's in the picture too. He may never know that. But i keep the photo and the secret.
I never tell him that i love him. He is a distance dream that never realize, well, I dont mind it stays as a dream forever; dream is always more beautiful than the reality.
This is not really a story....i just remember some fragmented scenes. When u think back, it's like watching snap shot photos or postcards.
We never know each other. We never kissed. The only "contact" we had, was he picked up the basketball for me. May be he has hit my shoulder by accident in the staircase behind the stage, while they finished their show and it's our turn to play the drama. But the environment is too dark....i dont know.
However, he appeared in one of my photo. I took photos with our teacher, he's at the back, looking to our direction, so he's in the picture too. He may never know that. But i keep the photo and the secret.
I never tell him that i love him. He is a distance dream that never realize, well, I dont mind it stays as a dream forever; dream is always more beautiful than the reality.
Friday, January 14, 2005
Before Sunrise + Dead Poets Society + After 17
Recently i have been reading & watching a lot. I watched Before Sunrise on Tue, heard Cheer's "After 17" & finished Slam Dunk yesterday, read Dead Poets Society today.
I see a young Ethan Hawke in DPS & a mature him in Before Sunrise. I should finish the "Before Sunset" soon to see the more mature him. It's weird but funny....like i see him grow up in a week. The students in Dead Poets Society are 17, Cheer's song also talking about 17.....they have related theme but they give me totally different feelings. These stuff inspired me a lot, I can feel sth waked up in my heart.......... i can understand how u feel at that time.
Dead Poets Society. Everything happended in a traditional school. The teachers want student to respect tradition, why they are doing that? I think bcos they want to control them easily. They push students to achieve academic excellency by pressure, they think being success should be the one & only goal in their life. Until a teacher came (Robin Williams). He's not only teaching the students, he's also teaching me, about something u know, but u never relate to yourself....or u have totally forgotten about it......seize the day, see things in different angles, live with passion, having dreams, love yourself, be confident about yourself. I havent finished the movie yet, bcos it's time for me to do the vacuum cleaning, tidy up the dry clothes and have a shower. Have to step out from movie to reality :)
I see a young Ethan Hawke in DPS & a mature him in Before Sunrise. I should finish the "Before Sunset" soon to see the more mature him. It's weird but funny....like i see him grow up in a week. The students in Dead Poets Society are 17, Cheer's song also talking about 17.....they have related theme but they give me totally different feelings. These stuff inspired me a lot, I can feel sth waked up in my heart.......... i can understand how u feel at that time.
Dead Poets Society. Everything happended in a traditional school. The teachers want student to respect tradition, why they are doing that? I think bcos they want to control them easily. They push students to achieve academic excellency by pressure, they think being success should be the one & only goal in their life. Until a teacher came (Robin Williams). He's not only teaching the students, he's also teaching me, about something u know, but u never relate to yourself....or u have totally forgotten about it......seize the day, see things in different angles, live with passion, having dreams, love yourself, be confident about yourself. I havent finished the movie yet, bcos it's time for me to do the vacuum cleaning, tidy up the dry clothes and have a shower. Have to step out from movie to reality :)
To see the world in a grain of sand
This is where my blog name from, a poem from William Blake.
To see the world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand
And eternity in an hour
This is simple, but very beautiful, right?
To see the world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand
And eternity in an hour
This is simple, but very beautiful, right?
Thursday, January 13, 2005
小飛俠
I like songs talking about seasons. My Singaporean friends told me that she envy us having 4 seasons in a year. But my mom always wants me to live in Singapore, she thinks my allegic nose and skin will recover if i live in tropical areas with only 1 season.
小飛俠
從前有個男孩夜裡說想約我於森林見面
原訂說愛談情卻碰巧天氣轉差颳風閃電
然後對話似被風雨間斷 被雨打濕了的手只懂抖顫
難道你是仙子 與我不相襯 累你受盡天譴
陪你活過一天 陪你坐過飛氈
陪你令我輕鬆也令我極度心思紊亂
亂唱的歌也覺悅耳 亂拍的拖我也願試
害怕這樣會很留戀
陪你渡過春天 陪你渡過秋天
陪你直到冬天卻怕與你沒法一起蛻變
若然開始 怎樣可免悲劇上演
凌晨與你細語詳談說起世間的感情幼嫩
然而我卻抬頭看滿天星宿沉默用心許願
流露傷感的眼只怕對望
(流露傷感的你只顧遠望)
害怕有天我將會飛得很遠
(在說有天你將會飛得很遠)
難道在你孤單困惱寂寞時
我再飛返你身邊
(你會飛返我身邊)
陪你活過這天 無法坐上飛氈
情況令我心酸 也令我極度思想錯亂
亂了的黑髮似為了 為了遮掩眼角淚濕了
結果證實我很留戀
陪你渡過春天 陪你渡過秋天
難過度到冬天你我到最後說不出再見
從頭開始 假若知道悲劇要演
我就不應抱怨 能回味也是暖
小飛俠
從前有個男孩夜裡說想約我於森林見面
原訂說愛談情卻碰巧天氣轉差颳風閃電
然後對話似被風雨間斷 被雨打濕了的手只懂抖顫
難道你是仙子 與我不相襯 累你受盡天譴
陪你活過一天 陪你坐過飛氈
陪你令我輕鬆也令我極度心思紊亂
亂唱的歌也覺悅耳 亂拍的拖我也願試
害怕這樣會很留戀
陪你渡過春天 陪你渡過秋天
陪你直到冬天卻怕與你沒法一起蛻變
若然開始 怎樣可免悲劇上演
凌晨與你細語詳談說起世間的感情幼嫩
然而我卻抬頭看滿天星宿沉默用心許願
流露傷感的眼只怕對望
(流露傷感的你只顧遠望)
害怕有天我將會飛得很遠
(在說有天你將會飛得很遠)
難道在你孤單困惱寂寞時
我再飛返你身邊
(你會飛返我身邊)
陪你活過這天 無法坐上飛氈
情況令我心酸 也令我極度思想錯亂
亂了的黑髮似為了 為了遮掩眼角淚濕了
結果證實我很留戀
陪你渡過春天 陪你渡過秋天
難過度到冬天你我到最後說不出再見
從頭開始 假若知道悲劇要演
我就不應抱怨 能回味也是暖
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
數到三就不哭
This is one of the K-song i love very much. Normally, i cant stop crying after i count to 3. I will tell myself that tomorrow will be ok.
<數到三就不哭>........ 陳慧琳
作詞：易家揚
作曲：Kim Seon-Min/Kim Eui-Seok
我會記住 我們擁抱的溫度
我會守護 我們回憶的拼圖
愛情是長長的旅途 是你給我第一步
我彈不出 沒有明天的音符
我迷了路 走進往事的地圖
快樂是上天的禮物 眼淚是愛的紀錄
我想了又想 卻不太清楚 怎麼踏出下一步
Missing you 我會倒數 數到三就不哭
就在這一夜 讓愛結束 帶走我給你的祝福
我不哭 我永遠會記住 我們的愛情路
我帶著你的愛 一步又一步 慢慢走向遠處
我不管這個世界多冷酷 時間是我的催眠術
我忘記 你給的幸福
<數到三就不哭>........ 陳慧琳
作詞：易家揚
作曲：Kim Seon-Min/Kim Eui-Seok
我會記住 我們擁抱的溫度
我會守護 我們回憶的拼圖
愛情是長長的旅途 是你給我第一步
我彈不出 沒有明天的音符
我迷了路 走進往事的地圖
快樂是上天的禮物 眼淚是愛的紀錄
我想了又想 卻不太清楚 怎麼踏出下一步
Missing you 我會倒數 數到三就不哭
就在這一夜 讓愛結束 帶走我給你的祝福
我不哭 我永遠會記住 我們的愛情路
我帶著你的愛 一步又一步 慢慢走向遠處
我不管這個世界多冷酷 時間是我的催眠術
我忘記 你給的幸福
試著瞭解
First time listened to this song I was around 18. I didnt have any lover at that time, but i can feel the sadness.
<試著瞭解> 萬芳
最近常無言相對 彼此安靜電話兩邊
思緒飛啊飛啊飛到從前 你我初識熟絡季節
常聊啊聊啊聊到深夜 怎麼說也不覺累
是不是每個愛情都會走到很難交流的局面
別人又是如何如何面對 力不從心這種感覺
我不願自言自語自憐 給自己理由後悔
你的世界若不要我陪 告訴我 我試著瞭解
最怕寂寞子夜 我想到我們之間 遲遲無法入睡
我的傷悲若你不想隨 告訴我 我試著瞭解
最怕愛到落空 換來了一身傷悲
在你面前 你視而不見
為什麼所有溫柔心事 你不願意 去試著瞭解
<試著瞭解> 萬芳
最近常無言相對 彼此安靜電話兩邊
思緒飛啊飛啊飛到從前 你我初識熟絡季節
常聊啊聊啊聊到深夜 怎麼說也不覺累
是不是每個愛情都會走到很難交流的局面
別人又是如何如何面對 力不從心這種感覺
我不願自言自語自憐 給自己理由後悔
你的世界若不要我陪 告訴我 我試著瞭解
最怕寂寞子夜 我想到我們之間 遲遲無法入睡
我的傷悲若你不想隨 告訴我 我試著瞭解
最怕愛到落空 換來了一身傷悲
在你面前 你視而不見
為什麼所有溫柔心事 你不願意 去試著瞭解
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Before Sunrise
Watched "Before Sunrise" this morning, finally. When i watched it at ur home last time, i m not so sure that i will put it as one of my favorite as u do. Love is sth cannot force or stop. I m not going to please u by saying that i love the movie.
I read ur old diary, found that u wrote a bit on this movie. I m not writing a review, i m not good at it, analyse the movie like doctor examining a patient. I review it with my feeling, so i m just writing a few of my thoughts.
The story, u can say it simple in the surface. Low budget, no fighting, no ghosts, no complicated story (Vs Death Note). Bcos it's just about 2 people met on the train, the girl get off the train with the guy, they keep walking, talking, sharing. They only have one nite and they decide to meet again after 6 months.
To me, the story itself is very romantic, very extraordinary. Every sentence worths u to rethink. When i m watching, i dont feel that i m the audience, their acting is very natural, sometimes i project myself to celine, sometimes to jesse, i m talking and thinking like them.
Talking about romance ( something i m seeking for my whole life), i think it is a passionate feeling happens when there's chemistry between 2 people. It's definitely related to love. May be love is the noun / verb, romantic is the adjective. U have to use ur heart to feel, candle light dinner, flowers, dance in the moonlight........ wont help. U come to see me lunch time, just 10 mins. We stand on the same place, i look at you, play with ur clothes, talk about sth not really important. I think it's already romantic, bcos i can feel that i love u very much, and i feel the same from you. I wont feel the same if someone else doing the same thing with me. This is feeling is only unique to you and me.
i really have to go to see doctor now, to be continued.
I read ur old diary, found that u wrote a bit on this movie. I m not writing a review, i m not good at it, analyse the movie like doctor examining a patient. I review it with my feeling, so i m just writing a few of my thoughts.
The story, u can say it simple in the surface. Low budget, no fighting, no ghosts, no complicated story (Vs Death Note). Bcos it's just about 2 people met on the train, the girl get off the train with the guy, they keep walking, talking, sharing. They only have one nite and they decide to meet again after 6 months.
To me, the story itself is very romantic, very extraordinary. Every sentence worths u to rethink. When i m watching, i dont feel that i m the audience, their acting is very natural, sometimes i project myself to celine, sometimes to jesse, i m talking and thinking like them.
Talking about romance ( something i m seeking for my whole life), i think it is a passionate feeling happens when there's chemistry between 2 people. It's definitely related to love. May be love is the noun / verb, romantic is the adjective. U have to use ur heart to feel, candle light dinner, flowers, dance in the moonlight........ wont help. U come to see me lunch time, just 10 mins. We stand on the same place, i look at you, play with ur clothes, talk about sth not really important. I think it's already romantic, bcos i can feel that i love u very much, and i feel the same from you. I wont feel the same if someone else doing the same thing with me. This is feeling is only unique to you and me.
i really have to go to see doctor now, to be continued.
Monday, January 10, 2005
安靜
只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天 睡著的大提琴 安靜的舊舊的 我想你已表現的非常明白 我懂我也知道 你沒有捨不得 你說你也會難過我不相信 牽著你陪著我 也只是曾經 希望他是真的比我還要愛你 我才會逼自己離開 你要我說多難堪 我根本不想分開 為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過 我沒有這種天份 包容你也接受他 不用擔心的太多 我會一直好好過 你已經遠遠離開 我也會慢慢走開 為什麼我連分開都遷就著你 我真的沒有天份 安靜的沒這麼快 我會學著放棄你 是因為我太愛你
Diary
Yesterday went to Mong Kok for K-lunch, find that 古巨基 has moved to 001 for song search in the male singer list. Bcos he won many prizes this year? Watched "National Treasure" after the K-lunch, fell asleep in the beginning, i m too tired la, may be i read too much SLAM DUNK.
Surprised to find many people sharing their internet diaries to friends. To me, diary is a private place to release, write down my every thought without being seen by people i know. Actually i wrote diary since i m 12, thought of giving up bcos i discovered that my parents read it when i m 18 (My father asked why i didnt write him in the diary; Why i love my classmate, i should not do that bcos it will adversely affect my studies).
Anyway, i m not going to let my friends know.
Surprised to find many people sharing their internet diaries to friends. To me, diary is a private place to release, write down my every thought without being seen by people i know. Actually i wrote diary since i m 12, thought of giving up bcos i discovered that my parents read it when i m 18 (My father asked why i didnt write him in the diary; Why i love my classmate, i should not do that bcos it will adversely affect my studies).
Anyway, i m not going to let my friends know.
Saturday, January 8, 2005
梁靜茹 -- 給從前的愛
While i m thinking what to write, i read the lyrics below from someone's diary. I have heard the song, but dont have time to pay attention to the lyrics. It's good.
你語氣是輕的 但意思我懂得
你轉身 雨季就來臨 有什麼 洗不乾淨
對你是對的 再犧牲 到底不值得
趁現在 友好的分開 總是好的
為何有了勇氣還是不夠 握緊的還是都放了手
摩擦裡 一點點 一些些 消失了相愛的理由
也取笑過他們 為何愛 不持久這一刻 我才曉得 忘記比思念長久
我一個人走 自由了 但要往哪走我相信 你人是好的 但那愛呢
為何有了勇氣還是不夠 握緊的還是都放了手
摩擦裡 一點點 一些些 消失了相愛的理由
為何有了愛卻還是不夠 到了手還是都鬆了手
生活裡 一點點 一天天 沒發現牽手變對手
難道壓力在推 我和你才扣緊手臂
抵抗後疲憊 反而後悔
你語氣是輕的 但意思我懂得
你轉身 雨季就來臨 有什麼 洗不乾淨
對你是對的 再犧牲 到底不值得
趁現在 友好的分開 總是好的
為何有了勇氣還是不夠 握緊的還是都放了手
摩擦裡 一點點 一些些 消失了相愛的理由
也取笑過他們 為何愛 不持久這一刻 我才曉得 忘記比思念長久
我一個人走 自由了 但要往哪走我相信 你人是好的 但那愛呢
為何有了勇氣還是不夠 握緊的還是都放了手
摩擦裡 一點點 一些些 消失了相愛的理由
為何有了愛卻還是不夠 到了手還是都鬆了手
生活裡 一點點 一天天 沒發現牽手變對手
難道壓力在推 我和你才扣緊手臂
抵抗後疲憊 反而後悔
Friday, January 7, 2005
我很好
I dislike Gi Gi Leung. But i will like her songs if there are good ones. I cried when i heard this song. This is me, pretend i was fine when i hurt. Every one think that i m ok, i m so 堅強. When i think i have recovered, i find the wound is still bleeding.
<我很好>
在我心裡你像一座城堡 你把我保護得很好
你走的那天除了多一個擁抱 沒有任何徵兆
你說愛一個人沒有解藥 只能靜靜陪我到老
我無法將你說話的樣子忘掉 愛你讓我好驕傲
我以為我會很好 看見每個人都微笑
我的心在哭誰知道 沒有你我好不了
告訴你我真的很好 愛像打翻的顏料
悲傷的顏色 在臉上只有你才看得到
<我很好>
在我心裡你像一座城堡 你把我保護得很好
你走的那天除了多一個擁抱 沒有任何徵兆
你說愛一個人沒有解藥 只能靜靜陪我到老
我無法將你說話的樣子忘掉 愛你讓我好驕傲
我以為我會很好 看見每個人都微笑
我的心在哭誰知道 沒有你我好不了
告訴你我真的很好 愛像打翻的顏料
悲傷的顏色 在臉上只有你才看得到
Slam Dunk
I m so productive now....almost posting every day :P
I m re-reading the comic - Slam Dunk (男兒當入蹲). I played basketball before (Although not very professional), it's the only kind of team sport i like. After reading, i feel want to play basketball again, i want to do "Slam Dunk" at least once in my life ah.... (with high chair)
What character i love most?
櫻 木 花 道 - very funny, he's a genius, of cos
流 川 楓 - he's cool. I think Jay Chow looks like him.
牧 紳 一 i like him before, very man & powerful, looks like Arnold Schwarzenegger. (I really like Arnold before ga)
花 形 透 - again, i like him before, bcos he wears glass and he looks like a bad man
Wondering anyone like 大猩猩?
I m re-reading the comic - Slam Dunk (男兒當入蹲). I played basketball before (Although not very professional), it's the only kind of team sport i like. After reading, i feel want to play basketball again, i want to do "Slam Dunk" at least once in my life ah.... (with high chair)
What character i love most?
櫻 木 花 道 - very funny, he's a genius, of cos
流 川 楓 - he's cool. I think Jay Chow looks like him.
牧 紳 一 i like him before, very man & powerful, looks like Arnold Schwarzenegger. (I really like Arnold before ga)
花 形 透 - again, i like him before, bcos he wears glass and he looks like a bad man
Wondering anyone like 大猩猩?
Thursday, January 6, 2005
CLOSER
From the trailer of "CLOSER". I love every sentence. I think i will love the movie too.
Love is an accident waiting to happen
Desire is a stranger you think you know
Intimacy is a lie we tell ourselves
Truth is a game you play to win
If you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking
http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/closer/
Love is an accident waiting to happen
Desire is a stranger you think you know
Intimacy is a lie we tell ourselves
Truth is a game you play to win
If you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking
http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/closer/
Bad Dreams
I had 2 bad dreams yesterday.
1st:
I know ur gf, we bcom friends. And one day u marry her. I attend your wedding, seeing u walking further and further away from me. Then i wake up. It's 3:50a.m.
2nd:
He's my husband's freiend. I think it happened in the park, he touched me from behind, my hair, down to my breasts, my waist...he said he wanted me next to my ear. And then i saw my husband coming. He didnt discover that. This is totally scary, my husband coming is not the point, the point is i have reaction to what he said in my dream. I dont have any good feeling on him (although i dont hate him) and he's never in my sex fantasy. I dont have any feeling change after i dreamt him, except feeling embarrassed.
Anyway, i always prefer having bad dreams more than sweet dreams. Wake up from a sweet dream is more painful than wake up from bad dreams :P
There's one thing i realize recently, i start to love writing diaries. I feel better after i write down my thoughts. It's like, u throw sth out, put sth down, and ur mind bcom less heavy.
1st:
I know ur gf, we bcom friends. And one day u marry her. I attend your wedding, seeing u walking further and further away from me. Then i wake up. It's 3:50a.m.
2nd:
He's my husband's freiend. I think it happened in the park, he touched me from behind, my hair, down to my breasts, my waist...he said he wanted me next to my ear. And then i saw my husband coming. He didnt discover that. This is totally scary, my husband coming is not the point, the point is i have reaction to what he said in my dream. I dont have any good feeling on him (although i dont hate him) and he's never in my sex fantasy. I dont have any feeling change after i dreamt him, except feeling embarrassed.
Anyway, i always prefer having bad dreams more than sweet dreams. Wake up from a sweet dream is more painful than wake up from bad dreams :P
There's one thing i realize recently, i start to love writing diaries. I feel better after i write down my thoughts. It's like, u throw sth out, put sth down, and ur mind bcom less heavy.
Wednesday, January 5, 2005
浪子
Men like to think they are 浪子. After showing 2046, i heard more men claimed that they look like "Tony Leung".
I think 浪子 is someone who like to travel around, experience different lifes, like adventures. He just cannot settle down. He needs lots of freedom. He has the charisma to attract woman, even he just stand here, look at you. May be he has a sad history.
A man who is irresponsible, play woman around is not 浪子. He is PLAYBOY.
In my life, i met playboys, but never met 浪子.
I think 浪子 is someone who like to travel around, experience different lifes, like adventures. He just cannot settle down. He needs lots of freedom. He has the charisma to attract woman, even he just stand here, look at you. May be he has a sad history.
A man who is irresponsible, play woman around is not 浪子. He is PLAYBOY.
In my life, i met playboys, but never met 浪子.
Tuesday, January 4, 2005
分手快樂
我無法幫你預言 委曲求全有沒有用 可是我多麼不捨 朋友愛的那麼苦痛 愛可以不問對錯 至少有喜悅感動 如果他總為別人撐傘 你何苦非為他等在雨中 泡咖啡讓你暖手 想擋擋你心口裡的風 你卻想上街走走 吹吹冷風會清醒的多 你說你不怕分手 只有一點遺憾難過 情人節就要來了 剩自己一個 其實愛對了人 情人節每天都過 分手快樂 祝你快樂 你可以找到更好的 不想過冬 厭倦沉重 就飛去熱帶的島嶼游泳 分手快樂 請你快樂 揮別錯的才能和對的相逢 離開舊愛 像坐慢車 看透徹了心就會是晴朗的 沒人能把誰的幸福沒收 你發誓你會活的有笑容 你自信時候真的美多了
This is one of my favorite K-song. Forget to put it on the 2004 favorite list.
Iris is a very suitable for this song, but i dont want to sing to her, i give up her and dont want to talk to her lately.....bored of saying the same thing and didnt see any improvements.
But I can sing to myself if i break up w/ him. I always believe i m the only person who can help myself.
This is one of my favorite K-song. Forget to put it on the 2004 favorite list.
Iris is a very suitable for this song, but i dont want to sing to her, i give up her and dont want to talk to her lately.....bored of saying the same thing and didnt see any improvements.
But I can sing to myself if i break up w/ him. I always believe i m the only person who can help myself.
Sunday, January 2, 2005
Year 2004 Conclusion
Instead of saying best movie/book/music of the year....i use the word "favorite". I know they are not the best, but i personally love them.
Favorite movie:
Bad education (I watched many good movies.....but i can only think of this movie at that moment)
Favorite songs:
旅行的意義
可惜我是水瓶座
夏天的風
早晨
(I love all the lines of the lyrics, i love the melody...and there are some unforgettable memories attach to these songs)
Favorite K-song:
多得他
(the songs i like to sing are quite different from the songs i love to hear. What k-songs are qualified to be my favorite? Must be songs that i like, a bit difficult to sing but i can handle very well.)
Favorite book:
..........................................
(I read more comics than books this year.....cant think of any.)
Favorite comic:
尋秦記
Death Note
Favorite sentence:
Memories are full of tears.....(From movie 2046)
Favorite food:
Hagan Daz - Strawberry ice cream
Coconut sweet soup
Potato Chips (it's one of the top three for every year!!!)
The most important & unforgettable incident:
I love u, but i married to someone else
Favorite movie:
Bad education (I watched many good movies.....but i can only think of this movie at that moment)
Favorite songs:
旅行的意義
可惜我是水瓶座
夏天的風
早晨
(I love all the lines of the lyrics, i love the melody...and there are some unforgettable memories attach to these songs)
Favorite K-song:
多得他
(the songs i like to sing are quite different from the songs i love to hear. What k-songs are qualified to be my favorite? Must be songs that i like, a bit difficult to sing but i can handle very well.)
Favorite book:
..........................................
(I read more comics than books this year.....cant think of any.)
Favorite comic:
尋秦記
Death Note
Favorite sentence:
Memories are full of tears.....(From movie 2046)
Favorite food:
Hagan Daz - Strawberry ice cream
Coconut sweet soup
Potato Chips (it's one of the top three for every year!!!)
The most important & unforgettable incident:
I love u, but i married to someone else
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